its ok, I went sinead o’conner and shaved my head in Israel..so there!

in a world full of social impersonators, I have valued the bravery of those who can stand out legitimately without the obnoxious pressure to have to always fit in..looking back, i think maybe its why I had always admired, appreciated and taken a liking as a teenage to the punk rockers who wore their Mohawks, piercing and tattoos proudly while the …

The Wounds Of Adoption

I always felt haunted in my own body by the ghostly feeling of these unresolved bleeding wounds of being given away.  Even as a grown woman,  I still needed & wanted answers that only she had the power to relinquish over me.  What would make a mother want to give their child away was a very big question I had, especially becoming a mother of my own adding more emotions to wounds that would never seem to heal.

Beautifully Fucked Up

I have been in family esk therapy now for over 5 months.   It took admitting that we as a unit needed an intervention to help aid in our relationship as a “unconventional” family with highly toxic extremities.  I have no shame in saying that sometimes there are things, people, behavior & situations that are outside your capacity of managing, being encouraged …

we have never really learned the real value of being uncomfortable enough to really want to change

our emotions can make us really sick sometimes, more so than we have ever give credit for..sick enough to physically change and alter the cellular movement in our body creating disease and illness from our mental and emotional thoughts alone..who ever said you needed someone to sneeze and put germs all over you to really contaminate you..the mind alone can be the most infectious …

it was as if we had both sucked on and than passed back and forth a balloon full of ADD gas

I got out of my comfort zone and did my first podcast today with lisa Schmidt from uncomfortable conversations and host of uncomfortablepodcast.com…imagine that and for the life of me I cant even remember everything that we fucken spoke about, because it was like diarrhea of the mouth..everything just kept coming up and out all over the place and …

discover a compatibility that sets you in the right direction aligning you from soul to source

i haven’t been around here lately purposely but not because im being anti social in media land, I’ve just been preoccupied and put my blog on the back burner..I decided instead to temporarily step away from this platform in order to channel myself better and use in my favor the energy of the magnificent spider..i began to spiritual web together my present situation in order to catch in something for my …

just like its my children’s time to discover who they are outside of me, its also I found out, my time to discover who I am outside of them..

I’ve been busy lately, studying actually to be honest and a tab bit slightly confused in a situational good manner as to the direction im supposed to be going in..not really too confused where it gives me anxiety or fear, but just enough to make me want to ponder and inspire my thoughts enough and really ask myself for the first time …