The Wounds Of Adoption

I always felt haunted in my own body by the ghostly feeling of these unresolved bleeding wounds of being given away.  Even as a grown woman,  I still needed & wanted answers that only she had the power to relinquish over me.  What would make a mother want to give their child away was a very big question I had, especially becoming a mother of my own adding more emotions to wounds that would never seem to heal.

THE CORONAVIRUS GENEROSITY BAND WAGON

I decided to hop on the beautiful band wagon of generosity that is blowing up all around the world in lieu of the 2020 CORONAVIRUS & do a FREE TAROT READING GIVEAWAY on my INSTAGRAM page (find me at MAGICALMAVEN2). 30 minute card reading valued at $55.00. * NO PURCHASE NECESSARY It’s really easy toContinue reading “THE CORONAVIRUS GENEROSITY BAND WAGON”

MY ONE & ONLY EMOTIONAL CORONA BREAKDOWN BLOG

Ive scrapped many blogs lately, embarrassed that I have nothing positive to say at this particular ( what day is it anyway) moment due to the currant state of our CORONA world & that we have absolutely no income coming in at the currant moment.  Being that both my husband I are self employed inContinue reading “MY ONE & ONLY EMOTIONAL CORONA BREAKDOWN BLOG”

10 years gone….buh BYE

This decade is almost a wrap stepping into 2020 having done some massive personal healing and growth, restoring my mind body spirit connections with balance, harmony and unlimited amounts of unconditional love.  If you saw where I was 10 years ago, you wouldn’t recognize me in that woman I’ve become today.. What I went throughContinue reading “10 years gone….buh BYE”

whats your price for fashion and pain?

I tried on a pair of Jimmy CHoo high heeled sandals last week for shits and giggles because they happened to be my size (5) and were a snake skin iridescent goldish color that where tantalizing to my eyes..truthfully I put them on because I wanted to see what the big fucking deal was about such expensive shoes.. i put them onContinue reading “whats your price for fashion and pain?”

Apron Strings | the unabbreviated enthusiasts’s show

Great talk about when to let go of your kids, along with sharing a break through I have had emotionally in my own personally healing journey! — Read on http://www.spreaker.com/user/unabbreviatedenthusiasts/apron-strings

A “bad moms” kinda mother day

I woke up to bouquet of white and pink magical roses yesterday for mothers day with reminiscent photos of when I was a single mom to my oldest daughter on the kitchen island..im going to openly admit that mothers day is a “holiday” I have long struggled with from being raised by a narcissist that actually has beenContinue reading “A “bad moms” kinda mother day”

The Unabbreviated Enthusiasts podcast..episode 3

i love these coffee conversations with my cohost and friend Dori..we are the unabbreviated enthusiasts and we are a Monday morning weekly podcast talking about life wrapped up in our own unique style..we would love to hear your feedback and encourage comments below..thank you for listening and we hope you enjoy this episode on WHO WE ARE.. you can contactContinue reading “The Unabbreviated Enthusiasts podcast..episode 3”

Sinead O’Conner, my 20 something hero…

  I just got done watching an incredible episode of Dr phil (don’t judge) only because I saw that he was interviewing Sinead O’Conner, my 20 something hero..she was like my personal joan of arch musically for me in my late teens early 20s giving me the desire to one day be brutally truthful and outspoken..i guess it finally happened somewhere in between my midContinue reading “Sinead O’Conner, my 20 something hero…”

the Unabbreviated Enthusiasts Episode 1

Source: the Unabbreviated Enthusiasts Episode 1so    Meet Marci and Doren. We are two chicks with a hot cup of something otherwise known as The Unabbreviated Enthusiasts. Tune in for any and all topics. Nothing is off the table. Today we start with the hurricanes and end on past lives.