The Harmful Effects Caused From The Opinions Of Others.

My first real informative memory of opinion outside my home life was my being held back in 1st grade & the humiliation is suffered with the same first grade teacher & on the playground with my peers.  I was teased, made fun of & called a lot of hurtful names for being stupid, retreating me to a place of make believe & isolation.  They must have been true if my entire educational system believed this of me, handicapping my entire school experience from there on out.  You would never know this now by meeting me today, what I had suffered from as a child.

I Cant Imagine What Its Like Being You In The Circle Of Us.

I have watched you over this time navigate a path that came with out directions, into a family that has continued over time to diminish & take away the role that you became.  Sometimes the universe unbeknownst to us, chooses the timing of a love to come into fruition regardless of the external forces, to teach its lessons in that kind of love.  I believe we have always been chosen in each life together, to show the world around us, this intimate most beautiful lesson, as difficult & painful as it’s been.

LOVE ALWAYS WINS

I have had a bloggers block lately, not really that’s a lie but I cant write about half of the shit I would like to write about because they aren’t so politically nice and possibly personally offensive..truthfully, I think a lot of people can serve you a dish of shit and then be offended when you push it back in their …

The Human Spirit Is The Most Remarkable Warrior

I have suffered many forms of this abuse throughout my life, causing me to question the lack of love & self worth I once had.  In some unconscious capacity, I believed I deserved to be treated in this destructive manner, being adopted, feeling so unlovable & not being able to actually see the marks of abuse upon my skin but rather feel them in the deepest places of my psyche.  My earliest form of love came at the hands of my adopted narcissistic mother, so knowing any differently was never my option, till much later in life when I met my now husband.

a delusional creature of mystical goddess in fairytale land..

magic happen immediately when you allow your soul and the universe to connect sending waves of profoundness in the pool of life creating ripples upon ripples of abundant effect to rock your world..we are interconnected galactically in ways beyond our wisdom and knowledge that might have us at times scratching our heads in disbelief programmed not …

i used to be a sucker (can you believe that)

 we are living in a very misleading misguided cultural climbing society , where fakeness and posers are mainstream behavior disillusioning the mental capacity for honesty and sincere genuine authenticity.. some people have chosen to surround themselves with PEOPLE, THINGS and make believe ideas that allow them to feel they appear better and bigger than they actually are, out of the lack of self esteem that fuels their vanity creating …

some of our greatest dreams are still awaiting our arrival as late as we are to them

what’s behind the story of who you forgot you wanted to become long ago that keeps you dreaming of what it would have be like..what exactly was it that side tracked you so far away from the once exciting vision that you had and why haven’t you shipped it off to the deserted island of where forgotten dreams go too.. when …