we are solely responsible for our own happiness

some times, life sets us up some really rocky experiences that coincide with our energetic behavior giving us a full does of what actual chaos looks like, even when we are emotionally unprepared and ill equipped to deal with the repercussions of our internal behavior..our sabotaging tendencies come into full effect when we are emotionally deciding … Continue reading we are solely responsible for our own happiness

i had a gold card status of this defective behavior

do you ever sometimes find it hard to be naturally happy for some one else's success..do you find yourself deliberately bashing and wanting to sabotage somebody else metaphorical parade because it was them instead of you on that beautiful float getting and receiving all the attention..what is that and why do we tend do it when some one other than ourselves is shining in … Continue reading i had a gold card status of this defective behavior