it was as if we had both sucked on and than passed back and forth a balloon full of ADD gas

I got out of my comfort zone and did my first podcast today with lisa Schmidt from uncomfortable conversations and host of uncomfortablepodcast.com…imagine that and for the life of me I cant even remember everything that we fucken spoke about, because it was like diarrhea of the mouth..everything just kept coming up and out all over the place andContinue reading “it was as if we had both sucked on and than passed back and forth a balloon full of ADD gas”

honoring the divine warrior goddess within..

  my daughter left for school this morning wearing one of erans red shirts in solidarity of it being INTERNATIONAL WOMANS DAY, you go girl..while driving her to school this morning the radio was on and they were speaking about today and the female boycott and walk out happening around the nation so the world can see aContinue reading “honoring the divine warrior goddess within..”

this month specifically was dedicated to love, magic and pagan sex rituals..FYI

    bastille my heart as I love to watch a good whitewashed celebrated PAGAN festival creatively molded into a saint holiday to better serve its “people” politely without any threads of unholy beliefs, oh but yet it does as I cackle in my witchiest way.. we for century’s have unknowing participated in pagan ritual without ever realizing it and have even encourage ourContinue reading “this month specifically was dedicated to love, magic and pagan sex rituals..FYI”

as a self identifying “healer” with no real “tools” but a lot of skills in the box, I decided to get my shit together

      i have had a love for crystals, rocks and minerals ever since I can remember, collecting and wearing them from the time I was a little kid..i remember my first opal at the very young age of 4 that I got as a necklace for my birthday thinking it was the most beautiful stone I hadContinue reading “as a self identifying “healer” with no real “tools” but a lot of skills in the box, I decided to get my shit together”

I have this artistic way of losing you in translation

  I had a semi silly morbid conversation with my beloved long life treasured friend at work today while I was giving her a manicure pedicure..for most of you who know me personally, know, that I have and speak my own language along with a list of marcieisms that correspond within this beautiful dialect and terminology..its to the point that if youContinue reading “I have this artistic way of losing you in translation”

what is preventing you from climbing up the stairs of life

  lately I have been very overly preoccupied with myself and decided to take out my beloved cards and do some counter productive goodness and get back in touch with the part of me that has been missed while seeking messages for the outer world to hear..i pulled for a 3 card what is currently happening and going on in thisContinue reading “what is preventing you from climbing up the stairs of life”

the thought of having to wake up tomorrow at the crisp time of 630 am is painful to my inner child

here it is, the last day of summer vacation we all have been dreading because we have been thoroughly enjoying the season of summer, well at least I have..i have been loathing this moment this past month, since I have truly have enjoyed  this summer with my teenage daughter and our family as a whole.. this summer in particular,Continue reading “the thought of having to wake up tomorrow at the crisp time of 630 am is painful to my inner child”

The Harmful Effects Caused From The Opinions Of Others.

My first real informative memory of opinion outside my home life was my being held back in 1st grade & the humiliation is suffered with the same first grade teacher & on the playground with my peers.  I was teased, made fun of & called a lot of hurtful names for being stupid, retreating me to a place of make believe & isolation.  They must have been true if my entire educational system believed this of me, handicapping my entire school experience from there on out.  You would never know this now by meeting me today, what I had suffered from as a child.

some of our greatest dreams are still awaiting our arrival as late as we are to them

what’s behind the story of who you forgot you wanted to become long ago that keeps you dreaming of what it would have be like..what exactly was it that side tracked you so far away from the once exciting vision that you had and why haven’t you shipped it off to the deserted island of where forgotten dreams go too.. whenContinue reading “some of our greatest dreams are still awaiting our arrival as late as we are to them”