there is no shame in not knowing your game until your mid way though your first season..

I scheduled my first volunteer crystal healing session for this up coming week and I have been powering my brain with all sorts of useless chatter in the meantime..i swear, its either going to psych me out royally or push me to the brink of my greatest fear and offer me my wings for making it to the edge of …

just like you I am at times riddled with fear at the actual thought of transformation

    I seriously hate change, really I do regardless of all the paths I have conveniently accepted throughout my entire life purposely and or blindly..you would think by now that I have mastered its skill along with the feeling of being semi under control but just like you I am at times riddled with fear at the actual thought of transformation..it scares the living shit out …