even as a grown woman, that little girl inside of me needed answers that only she had the power to relinquish over to me

sometimes I can be very impatient and kinda impulsive at the same time..like a child wanting something so bad, tapping their foot in anticipation over having to wait for it and then just going to take what they were waiting for in the end because its taking to long..yesterday, i watched the clock all day with an excited butterfly … Continue reading even as a grown woman, that little girl inside of me needed answers that only she had the power to relinquish over to me

one day the beautiful spirit of chris showed up

do you ever believe that your not alone when in truth you perceive yourself to be? Do you believe that when life is over, and our loved ones who have left this physical world are no longer available for communication when unexplainable things go on around us.. you see, I believe in spirit, and for many years believed … Continue reading one day the beautiful spirit of chris showed up

divine timing doesn’t care where you are in life at all

  have you ever been so taken aback by a surprise moment that you are shocked in disbelief..like how could this be possibly happening now right out of left field as your scratching your head and at the same time jumping up and down in utter joy, amazement!..divine timing doesn't care where you are in life at all..extraordinary shit … Continue reading divine timing doesn’t care where you are in life at all

in the wake of tragedy

I was reunited with my biological father jack via snail mail, phone calls, email and eventually facebook back in 2000 after I signed papers to have my adoption file opened in 1998, Just in case someone was looking for me like I was searching for them..don't get me wrong, It was never about the family I was … Continue reading in the wake of tragedy

a beautiful meeting

i met with a woman yesterday, not just any woman, but someone who was my biological mother chris's very best friend growing up..i have waited my entire life for this piece of peace to come no matter what road i had to take in order to aquire the information.. at any stake i had rolled … Continue reading a beautiful meeting

The Secrets Of Being Adopted

Posted on March 9, 2016 by magicalmaven Standard i discovered a secret the other day that i had spent my entire life formulating an entirely different belief around..i didnt know any better for so many reasons, and as someone suffering deeply inside the walls of my being it was a wonderful mechanism for protection and … Continue reading The Secrets Of Being Adopted