the thought of having to wake up tomorrow at the crisp time of 630 am is painful to my inner child

here it is, the last day of summer vacation we all have been dreading because we have been thoroughly enjoying the season of summer, well at least I have..i have been loathing this moment this past month, since I have truly have enjoyed  this summer with my teenage daughter and our family as a whole.. this summer in particular, …

are you the cause or cure of something, and if your the cause ask yourself why

in a cruel world, be the light of inspiration shining your inner beam of radiant light powerfully outward touching the heart and soul of those around you..restoring faith in humanity is a collective conscious that takes extreme work and patience in a time when it has become rare to be authentic in the love you have …

let me show you one time what its like to be you in the eyes and heart of me

I had a conversation the other day with a client of mine about “tough love”.  I have actually never really liked this word & believe at times I have had to administer  “strong love” for myself and especially when it had come to parenting my own children and external relationship outside myself with situations that was in need of reconstruction and boundaries.. sometimes in …

our life in this state of affairs looks and feels like an emotional apocalypse

there are destructive people in this world who will drag you down, beating you up all the way until you hit the ground metaphorically and then claim they were right from the beginning for your failures in glorified pride..they can appear look act and be your ally when in truth they have found a way to manipulate you into believing …

The Virus Of Hate

It saddens me deeply that this human infectious disease & infestation of HATRED is overpopulating this world more than any other virus on this planet.  The numbers of this man made pathogen are frightening me more than any of the numbers associated with Mother Natures illnesses.  If nature can have a cure for everything it produces, why  aren’t we as humans desperately trying to find the cure or remedy within our own twisted fucked up ways & eradicate what is ultimately killing all of us again & again over time.

i had a gold card status of this defective behavior

do you ever sometimes find it hard to be naturally happy for some one else’s success..do you find yourself deliberately bashing and wanting to sabotage somebody else metaphorical parade because it was them instead of you on that beautiful float getting and receiving all the attention..what is that and why do we tend do it when some one other than ourselves is shining in …

divine timing doesn’t care where you are in life at all

  have you ever been so taken aback by a surprise moment that you are shocked in disbelief..like how could this be possibly happening now right out of left field as your scratching your head and at the same time jumping up and down in utter joy, amazement!..divine timing doesn’t care where you are in life at all..extraordinary shit …