YOU ARE THE REFLECTION OF THE COMPANY YOU KEEP.

I had a much needed, over the maximum amount, over due held in needed break down cry today.  I was sparked by a phone call from a reletive that was the tipping point and the stick that hit the camels back or whatever that saying is. I exploded my pain filled sobbing tears all over the phone to my husband (poor guy) who … Continue reading YOU ARE THE REFLECTION OF THE COMPANY YOU KEEP.

the breaking of the human spirit caused by tremendous pain is one the most profound, death defying acts, the most ultimate human challenge you can face

I used to view the symptoms of pain as a really negative thing like a sign of weakness, based solely on my own personal experience with it as a kid..i relied on the shake it off approach with a suck it up mentality, but we know that as a human that it is highly impossible, right, because when your … Continue reading the breaking of the human spirit caused by tremendous pain is one the most profound, death defying acts, the most ultimate human challenge you can face

I decided to write myself your open letter of a much needed apology..

I have had to learn the REAL power of forgiveness over the course of my life, and the reasons why it is so important and valuable to always stay true to yourself..as we approach the Jewish holiday of Yom Kippor I am faced again with the treacherous act of having to go through a series of actions and emotions … Continue reading I decided to write myself your open letter of a much needed apology..

I watch poor Ashley I commit to the compulsive behavior of her obsession with rejection.

I was watching the bachelor in paradise last night and something in my head clicked when the light bulb went off about our toxic yet gratifying human behavior..i have explored my emotional life in deep depths and have first hand realized the effects of the compulsive behavior though the effects of rejection as I watch poor Ashley … Continue reading I watch poor Ashley I commit to the compulsive behavior of her obsession with rejection.