I couldn’t understand the gravity back then of what it meant to reclaim my spirit & how my light was actually a source of energy for those just looking to suck it dry. There is a psychology name for those kind of people now, they call them emotional vampires (energetic mosquitos) that feed off your energy supply.
ive cried a lot lately, for so many different reasons I would really need to write a book to convey all its glorious which has been a thought I have played with for a long time now..I just dont seem to want to hold my shit in anymore (this working with crystals is really powerful), breaking apart emotionally almost as a form ofContinue reading “The art in healing..”
I woke up to bouquet of white and pink magical roses yesterday for mothers day with reminiscent photos of when I was a single mom to my oldest daughter on the kitchen island..im going to openly admit that mothers day is a “holiday” I have long struggled with from being raised by a narcissist that actually has beenContinue reading “A “bad moms” kinda mother day”
ugh, I can remember back when I was a teenager once upon a time ago, and being purposely left out of parties and group hangouts that every body else got invited too except for me..i can still recall that emotion of sadness and feeling like a pathetic loser washing over me as my heart hurt and my soul cried when I found out that my close friends got the invite while I wasContinue reading “MEAN GIRLS EXIST and who really wants to get stung by the queen bee and all her fucking workers!”
I was picking up my daughter from school the other day when I realized how truly bat shit crazy some of these parents still are at the school pick up drop off line, even now at the high school level..I can comprehend the mean mommies click thingie way back in elementary school times, when the mothers would be at drop off and pick up territoriallyContinue reading ““MOMMMIE DONT GET OUT OF THE CAR PLEASE, MOMMIE PLEASE DONT GET OUT OF THE CAR, YOUR SMALL””
parenting can be an utter bitch sometimes, especially when there is a separation or divorce involved..there is nothing more aggravating when you are supposed to be coming together as a team to co parent the child only to be counter parent instead leaving sloppy boundaries, a very unstable foundation with very loose provisions for your child..one parent hasContinue reading “some people as parents, forget to do the right thing for the children”
it was 20 years ago today I became a title member of the mother club, your mother in particular..a job I took by choice because it looked cool that I had no pre requirements for or had any experience in..in fact, this job took me without any prior knowledge leaving me to be solely responsible for you in a most uneducatedContinue reading “an open letter to my birthday girl entering her twenties today..oye”
I used to think being a mother would be the greatest easiest job on earth, ….until of course I had children of my own and became a parent..i never understood the compound belief of what it actually entailed, the round the clock service and what was expected of me as a human being..i had no trainingContinue reading “being a mom at times is not all mothers day and shit”
im a mother, mommie, mom, momma.. Id like to believe and say that I’m a damn good fucking mother, probably the best role I have filled thus far in my life, although being a wife for the 3rd time, I have successfully managed to go from rotten to superb by choosing more wisely this time around..soContinue reading “I’m a damn good fucking mother”
Have you ever been so down and out in your personal relationships, that you know in your heart of hearts that it has to be better than this..i was twice divorced in the years in between my encounter with Eran and a couple of failed relationships later..on paper I must have looked like a fucking hot mess, queContinue reading ““Hi, its me the boy from the banana fields””
