BYE 40lisha HELLO 50lishious

My 40 year decade is now coming to its official closing ceremony as I hit the 50 mark tomorrow, which I have to say I'm beyond thrilled about.  These last 10 years have given me more lessons, wisdom and gifts ( which while going through let's be honest at times I could never understand ) … Continue reading BYE 40lisha HELLO 50lishious

I pronounce today, step dad day!

I don't think you ever really realize what you signed up for up for, until you are knee deep in enemy territory with an entire former family (I had to eventually cut family ties) rooting for your failure..still to this day mind you..

whats your price for fashion and pain?

I tried on a pair of Jimmy CHoo high heeled sandals last week for shits and giggles because they happened to be my size (5) and were a snake skin iridescent goldish color that where tantalizing to my eyes..truthfully I put them on because I wanted to see what the big fucking deal was about such expensive shoes.. i put them on … Continue reading whats your price for fashion and pain?

#ifmywoundswerevisible

yesterday was WORLD NARCISSIST ABUSE AWARENESS DAY..all the haters can roll their eyes until their dizzy and pass out but this abuse is very real as real can be, its just extremely under the radar and covert creating traumatic invisible wounds that don't externally bleed.. I grew up in a home with adoptive parents that consisted of a mother who suffers from this personality disorder and a co … Continue reading #ifmywoundswerevisible

the American oxymoron “happy memorial day”..

I caught myself the other day at work being like every other ignorant American and wished my client a "happy" memorial day..i retracted my statement immediately with a look of apology thinking what an oxymoron that is and how truly insensitive it is to our people and country, as if we have been brainwashed to make it about … Continue reading the American oxymoron “happy memorial day”..

I am the light..

I never realized how bright my light is until I came to terms with how disruptive and chaotic my environment had been surviving on emotional crumbs that I thought were full course meals of sustenance..i never put together that the ache in my emotional body was that of starvation, surviving on processed emotional nutrients of fuckedupness that nobody ever wanted … Continue reading I am the light..

The art in healing..

ive cried a lot lately, for so many different reasons I would really need to write a book to convey all its glorious which has been a thought I have played with for a long time now..I just dont seem to want to hold my shit in anymore (this working with crystals is really powerful), breaking apart emotionally almost as a form of … Continue reading The art in healing..

Apron Strings | the unabbreviated enthusiasts’s show

Great talk about when to let go of your kids, along with sharing a break through I have had emotionally in my own personally healing journey! — Read on www.spreaker.com/user/unabbreviatedenthusiasts/apron-strings

A “bad moms” kinda mother day

I woke up to bouquet of white and pink magical roses yesterday for mothers day with reminiscent photos of when I was a single mom to my oldest daughter on the kitchen island..im going to openly admit that mothers day is a "holiday" I have long struggled with from being raised by a narcissist that actually has been … Continue reading A “bad moms” kinda mother day

▶ the Influence of Music | the unabbreviated enthusiasts’s show

Those songs. How they effect your day, your emotions. Great episode. — Read on www.spreaker.com/user/unabbreviatedenthusiasts/the-influence-of-music