Have you ever noticed or realize that you tend to see things as you really are and not as they actually are in its entirety manipulating the stage to better suit your needs....the reality is we see things from the lens of our own personal emotional projector sensory system of what we feel is happening to us based on our upbringing and environment, unconsciously describing YOURSELF in that given space … Continue reading The reality of perception..
Have you ever found yourself at a point in life when your ready to make the ultimate change but find yourself frozen with fear instead..i find myself spinning my wheels in all sorts of emotional trepidations rather than going out there and grabbing ahold of this energy by its horns so to speak and using it to propel me instead.. How many of you … Continue reading courage is a state of mind..
Age is only a number that doesn't have to describe who you are, it just informs us of how long we have been alive.. How you choose to live your life is something that you end up deciding upon, not the number itself.. Loving yourself, treating yourself good, taking proper care of yourself and doing the inner work that releases and restores your spirit is … Continue reading birthday wisdom of becoming 49..
I used to be a partier back in my late teens all the way up to my 30s, almost to the point of what's now considered "binging"..i always seemed to want to extend the fun or in hindsight numb my pain which ever was more prominent in that specific moment or time in my life.. For me, I could ride … Continue reading why I chose to retire my party animal spirit <3
I had a crystal revelation moment (most of you from facebook will probably stop reading at this point) while I was outside rereading my vibrational medicine book..it was part of my reading curriculum for the crystal healing certification course I completed in the winter, finding the book highly fascinating and educational in my evolution of being a healing spiritual influencer.. Sometimes we tend to move … Continue reading how emotional dis ease can affect our health on an energetic level..
ive been reclusive lately, mostly because ive been at that phase in life again for the millionth time where I just cant seem to be able to stand the idea of peopling anymore (snort snort) nor stand the sound of their HIGH PITCHED HI"S and everything else that come out of their mouths after or mine after for that matter.. i know it sounds … Continue reading the “unspiritual” side to the spiritual self..
I go to my healer every couple of weeks for overall self care, just like you would take your car to the gas station for fuel, I take my mind body and spirit to a healer..its a way for me to self care, unwind, connect, feel, talk, cry, and have someone untangle the energetic strings that sometimes get all mixed up as … Continue reading I never knew how abused I was until I began to heal..
I don't celebrate fathers day anymore after a couple of years ago my dad chose to have a relationship with my ex husband over choosing to keep me as his daughter..that's the way this cookie crumbled, forcing me to make him choose a side that altered and effected the outcome for the rest of our lives.. it was in that moment … Continue reading My true Father’s Day..
I tried on a pair of Jimmy CHoo high heeled sandals last week for shits and giggles because they happened to be my size (5) and were a snake skin iridescent goldish color that where tantalizing to my eyes..truthfully I put them on because I wanted to see what the big fucking deal was about such expensive shoes.. i put them on … Continue reading whats your price for fashion and pain?
yesterday was WORLD NARCISSIST ABUSE AWARENESS DAY..all the haters can roll their eyes until their dizzy and pass out but this abuse is very real as real can be, its just extremely under the radar and covert creating traumatic invisible wounds that don't externally bleed.. I grew up in a home with adoptive parents that consisted of a mother who suffers from this personality disorder and a co … Continue reading #ifmywoundswerevisible