It saddens me deeply that this human infectious disease & infestation of HATRED is overpopulating this world more than any other virus on this planet. The numbers of this man made pathogen are frightening me more than any of the numbers associated with Mother Natures illnesses. If nature can have a cure for everything it produces, why aren’t we as humans desperately trying to find the cure or remedy within our own twisted fucked up ways & eradicate what is ultimately killing all of us again & again over time.
I have suffered many forms of this abuse throughout my life, causing me to question the lack of love & self worth I once had. In some unconscious capacity, I believed I deserved to be treated in this destructive manner, being adopted, feeling so unlovable & not being able to actually see the marks of abuse upon my skin but rather feel them in the deepest places of my psyche. My earliest form of love came at the hands of my adopted narcissistic mother, so knowing any differently was never my option, till much later in life when I met my now husband.
My 40 year decade is now coming to its official closing ceremony as I hit the 50 mark tomorrow, which I have to say I’m beyond thrilled about. These last 10 years have given me more lessons, wisdom and gifts ( which while going through let’s be honest at times I could never understand )Continue reading “BYE 40lisha HELLO 50lishious”
Great talk about when to let go of your kids, along with sharing a break through I have had emotionally in my own personally healing journey! — Read on http://www.spreaker.com/user/unabbreviatedenthusiasts/apron-strings
Don’t You Just Love Prince? We Do! So we decided to invite our friend to join in our podcast and talk about this magical artist who’s music will forever remain relevant past the grave! — Read on http://www.spreaker.com/user/unabbreviatedenthusiasts/all-about-prince
we got invited to a couple of parties this year for new years which for someone other than us, would be like hitting the popularity jackpot having to actually choose what invite you accept..yea, not so much at making it a no brainer to sit it out, especially considering we have both been up since 5:30 am becauseContinue reading “its a beautiful thing when you can allow that party girl persona to finally retired naturally on her own!”
life is funny some times, well most of the time if you have a grand sense of humor..it allows you to see things though a spectrum of joy instead of a negative stream of dull blinding light that only shows you the shadows of the situation instead of the whole grand vitality of your landscape.. life is everContinue reading “every time I travel back to Israel, it allows me to rediscover the deep rooted love I have for this land in my every changing and growing spirit”
how often do you poke your wounds in order to create reason to feel something that would otherwise be in the process of healing because of the addiction to the attention it creates for you..how often do you give others permission without realizing the power behind it, the ability to rewound the emotions you have suffered from, because youContinue reading “sometimes there is a huge confusion over the art and act of healing”
some of greatest personal tragedies is the fact that we become incapable of finding a way out of our circumstances, making everybody else the villain within the story of our surroundings..we become crippled with fear often leading to depression symptoms that paralyzes the ability to see clearly in a dense foggy situation that appears graver than it reallyContinue reading “be brave and sort your shit out, one sword at a time”
here it is, the last day of summer vacation we all have been dreading because we have been thoroughly enjoying the season of summer, well at least I have..i have been loathing this moment this past month, since I have truly have enjoyed this summer with my teenage daughter and our family as a whole.. this summer in particular,Continue reading “the thought of having to wake up tomorrow at the crisp time of 630 am is painful to my inner child”