seriously AINT SHE A BEAUTY and I happened to named her Sophia…

so I started my course this week in becoming a certified crystal healer through hibiscus moon academy..after dipping my big toe in the deep end last winter and getting a small itsy taste of using crystals to heal in the basic crystal healing course I took, my husband and I decided it was time to go big and never lookContinue reading “seriously AINT SHE A BEAUTY and I happened to named her Sophia…”

i have lately been conveniently blind from being over fearful

there is something very precious with the PAGE OF WANDS, a true sense of healthy fascination and awe in the pleasure of watching creation manifest before its eyes..this card represents the action that is taking place energetically around you offering you some creative opportunities at your beckon call..if you look at this card specifically, there is growth forming,Continue reading “i have lately been conveniently blind from being over fearful”

I happened to have a birthday the other day, being the face of the ripe age of 47 PROUDLY

some times you are unable to make sense of things that happen in your life and why, spending so much time and energy in a negative contemplation..eventually like always, when the dust begins to settle, you will have the opportunity to see the situation in a much clearer different light offering you clarity and resolution if your able toContinue reading “I happened to have a birthday the other day, being the face of the ripe age of 47 PROUDLY”

I decided to write myself your open letter of a much needed apology..

I have had to learn the REAL power of forgiveness over the course of my life, and the reasons why it is so important and valuable to always stay true to yourself..as we approach the Jewish holiday of Yom Kippor I am faced again with the treacherous act of having to go through a series of actions and emotionsContinue reading “I decided to write myself your open letter of a much needed apology..”

mother of a soldier..

    There are times when we are invited by our children to be apart of their success and share in their beaming moments of absolute pride..it is in those moments of invitation that we are able see their hard work pay off and witness first hand the bliss of a job most well doneContinue reading “mother of a soldier..”

i had a gold card status of this defective behavior

do you ever sometimes find it hard to be naturally happy for some one else’s success..do you find yourself deliberately bashing and wanting to sabotage somebody else metaphorical parade because it was them instead of you on that beautiful float getting and receiving all the attention..what is that and why do we tend do it when some one other than ourselves is shining inContinue reading “i had a gold card status of this defective behavior”

love will always win….

we paid 10 dollars to get married at the court house, can you fucking believe that..no fairytale wedding to go along with our fairytale story..by choice.. no sit down meal, no open bar, no dancing, no cocktail hour, no rabbi, no wedding dress, no tuxedo, no groomsmen, no bridesmaid, no chupa, nope nada nothing..it was the mostContinue reading “love will always win….”