courage is a state of mind..

Have you ever found yourself at a point in life when your ready to make the ultimate change but find yourself frozen with fear instead..i find myself spinning my wheels in all sorts of emotional trepidations rather than going out there and grabbing ahold of this energy by its horns so to speak and using it to propel me instead.. How many of you … Continue reading courage is a state of mind..

ive tried on the age of 50, and I feel like a warrior badass goddess..

I like to round up my numbers to the nearest tenth, mostly because I suck at math and it makes adding easier for me..at my age of 48 counting on my fingers isn't attractive any more and if you knew me in person you would understand that for me counting on my fingers is a disadvantage based on the … Continue reading ive tried on the age of 50, and I feel like a warrior badass goddess..

how emotional dis ease can affect our health on an energetic level..

I had a crystal revelation moment (most of you from facebook will probably stop reading at this point) while I was outside rereading my vibrational medicine book..it was part of my reading curriculum for the crystal healing certification course I completed in the winter, finding the book highly fascinating and educational in my evolution of being a healing spiritual influencer.. Sometimes we tend to move … Continue reading how emotional dis ease can affect our health on an energetic level..

the “unspiritual” side to the spiritual self..

  ive been reclusive lately, mostly because ive been at that phase in life again for the millionth time where I just cant seem to be able to stand the idea of peopling anymore (snort snort) nor stand the sound of their HIGH PITCHED HI"S and everything else that come out of their mouths after or mine after for that matter.. i know it sounds … Continue reading the “unspiritual” side to the spiritual self..

I never knew how abused I was until I began to heal..

    I go to my healer every couple of weeks for overall self care, just like you would take your car to the gas station for fuel, I take my mind body and spirit to a healer..its a way for me to self care, unwind, connect, feel, talk, cry, and have someone untangle the energetic strings that sometimes get all mixed up as … Continue reading I never knew how abused I was until I began to heal..

My true Father’s Day..

I don't celebrate fathers day anymore after a couple of years ago my dad chose to have a relationship with my ex husband over choosing to keep me as his daughter..that's the way this cookie crumbled, forcing me to make him choose a side that altered and effected the outcome for the rest of our lives.. it was in that moment … Continue reading My true Father’s Day..

whats your price for fashion and pain?

I tried on a pair of Jimmy CHoo high heeled sandals last week for shits and giggles because they happened to be my size (5) and were a snake skin iridescent goldish color that where tantalizing to my eyes..truthfully I put them on because I wanted to see what the big fucking deal was about such expensive shoes.. i put them on … Continue reading whats your price for fashion and pain?

#ifmywoundswerevisible

yesterday was WORLD NARCISSIST ABUSE AWARENESS DAY..all the haters can roll their eyes until their dizzy and pass out but this abuse is very real as real can be, its just extremely under the radar and covert creating traumatic invisible wounds that don't externally bleed.. I grew up in a home with adoptive parents that consisted of a mother who suffers from this personality disorder and a co … Continue reading #ifmywoundswerevisible

the American oxymoron “happy memorial day”..

I caught myself the other day at work being like every other ignorant American and wished my client a "happy" memorial day..i retracted my statement immediately with a look of apology thinking what an oxymoron that is and how truly insensitive it is to our people and country, as if we have been brainwashed to make it about … Continue reading the American oxymoron “happy memorial day”..

I am the light..

I never realized how bright my light is until I came to terms with how disruptive and chaotic my environment had been surviving on emotional crumbs that I thought were full course meals of sustenance..i never put together that the ache in my emotional body was that of starvation, surviving on processed emotional nutrients of fuckedupness that nobody ever wanted … Continue reading I am the light..