I've always been a story teller, creating a flow of verbal energy in a positive way for the vibrational effect with others..As a child, i think I teetered between a Marcie made fantasy place I sought as refuge from the real world and the realistic ideology of a struggling kid that just wanted to connect and find somewhere to plug into (effects of … Continue reading IM ON A ROLL WITH BEADS….
I haven't written in a while, mostly because I have been in such a personal good space I didn't feel like what I had to write about was as worthy as my pain and heart ach once was..how about that for some fucked up self belief system I have spent the last few years rebooting … Continue reading is there such a thing as recovery guilt?
Get ready for a super cosmic energetic MOONBATH that's going to be happening at the very very end of the weekend..The universe is handing you a perfect moment to do inner work for your renewal of self while aiding in releasing attachments to mental, emotional things, beliefs, feelings, thoughts and items that physically no longer serve you..This supported energy is like the mother of all foundations … Continue reading a massive energetic MOON BATH is upon us!
What do you think prevents people from healing their inner being and doing the work to allow for a healthier, happier transformation of self? At what point do you think you yourself should be the blame for where you are at, for what you are currently doing and how it is effecting your over all care to the mind, body and spirit … Continue reading the ENERGY to heal..
I don't celebrate fathers day anymore after a couple of years ago my dad chose to have a relationship with my ex husband over choosing to keep me as his daughter..that's the way this cookie crumbled, forcing me to make him choose a side that altered and effected the outcome for the rest of our lives.. it was in that moment … Continue reading My true Father’s Day..
I tried on a pair of Jimmy CHoo high heeled sandals last week for shits and giggles because they happened to be my size (5) and were a snake skin iridescent goldish color that where tantalizing to my eyes..truthfully I put them on because I wanted to see what the big fucking deal was about such expensive shoes.. i put them on … Continue reading whats your price for fashion and pain?
yesterday was WORLD NARCISSIST ABUSE AWARENESS DAY..all the haters can roll their eyes until their dizzy and pass out but this abuse is very real as real can be, its just extremely under the radar and covert creating traumatic invisible wounds that don't externally bleed.. I grew up in a home with adoptive parents that consisted of a mother who suffers from this personality disorder and a co … Continue reading #ifmywoundswerevisible
I caught myself the other day at work being like every other ignorant American and wished my client a "happy" memorial day..i retracted my statement immediately with a look of apology thinking what an oxymoron that is and how truly insensitive it is to our people and country, as if we have been brainwashed to make it about … Continue reading the American oxymoron “happy memorial day”..
I never realized how bright my light is until I came to terms with how disruptive and chaotic my environment had been surviving on emotional crumbs that I thought were full course meals of sustenance..i never put together that the ache in my emotional body was that of starvation, surviving on processed emotional nutrients of fuckedupness that nobody ever wanted … Continue reading I am the light..
ive cried a lot lately, for so many different reasons I would really need to write a book to convey all its glorious which has been a thought I have played with for a long time now..I just dont seem to want to hold my shit in anymore (this working with crystals is really powerful), breaking apart emotionally almost as a form of … Continue reading The art in healing..