when nature calls, you listen..

I've been having a hard time loving my exterior body lately, partially due to my changing hormones, the aging factor of my approaching 49 in a couple of weeks and partially due to the exercise regimen were I am trying to increase ass mass and stronger legs.. This combination of a beautiful yet aging body of skin and a … Continue reading when nature calls, you listen..

whats my name?

I went to my healer yesterday and had a profound revelation that I knew existed deep within, yet just had never given it letters and the real space and air to manifest into a spoken breath..the work of self is not an easy one and is often abandoned mid way though because who actually wants to feel something that … Continue reading whats my name?

i really do believe that some of our major shit is meant to happen FOR US

I used to subscribe to the belief that the appearance of negative things happening to me that were out of my control, were essentially going to end up taking me down and destroying me..in truth for a temporary moment they sure as hell felt like it, believing i was having an emotional temporary bodyquake breakdown..the truth was, all the happened shit has brought me to … Continue reading i really do believe that some of our major shit is meant to happen FOR US

as an adoptee i never once learned at the age of birth how to mourn and grieve properly FOR MY LOSS

  sometimes we view the challenges and disappointments in our life as negative occurrences there to destroy the human spirit, when actually in most instances they happen in order for you to capture the heart of the matter and thrive in adversity brightly preparing you for extreme growth.. I know, how do you explain the loss of loved … Continue reading as an adoptee i never once learned at the age of birth how to mourn and grieve properly FOR MY LOSS