just like you I am at times riddled with fear at the actual thought of transformation

    I seriously hate change, really I do regardless of all the paths I have conveniently accepted throughout my entire life purposely and or blindly..you would think by now that I have mastered its skill along with the feeling of being semi under control but just like you I am at times riddled with fear at the actual thought of transformation..it scares the living shit out … Continue reading just like you I am at times riddled with fear at the actual thought of transformation

the true emptiness of the ego thrives on needing validation and applause for looking like a righteous good person in a spiritual ornament persona, gag me with a spoon and BARF

I had a most personal transformational discovery this year that through virtue by some might have cost me a lot in the beginning, but in my hindsight was worth the gamble I took in order to really find my inner truth..you see, sometimes you have to be willing to roll your dice, show some of your cards enough that people realize you aint fucken around … Continue reading the true emptiness of the ego thrives on needing validation and applause for looking like a righteous good person in a spiritual ornament persona, gag me with a spoon and BARF

let go of the legendary fear villain to all circumstances that doesn’t even really exist

I went yesterday to my monthly tarot group class/ meet up, something I look forward to doing for me as a tarot enthusiast and one who thoroughly enjoys "playing" cards with other like minded people sharing a common bond in tarot. the beautiful thing about this meet up group is that it consists of all types of people who have been reading the … Continue reading let go of the legendary fear villain to all circumstances that doesn’t even really exist