when you trade your fear up to FEARLESS..

have you ever had one of those relationships ( physically, spiritually, emotionally) with something, someone or yourself that you hold onto for dear life, even though you known in the deepest parts of your brain and soul that the only reason why you remain clutching on to it, is out of the stubborn fear of letting it go regardless of all … Continue reading when you trade your fear up to FEARLESS..

just like you I am at times riddled with fear at the actual thought of transformation

    I seriously hate change, really I do regardless of all the paths I have conveniently accepted throughout my entire life purposely and or blindly..you would think by now that I have mastered its skill along with the feeling of being semi under control but just like you I am at times riddled with fear at the actual thought of transformation..it scares the living shit out … Continue reading just like you I am at times riddled with fear at the actual thought of transformation

the true emptiness of the ego thrives on needing validation and applause for looking like a righteous good person in a spiritual ornament persona, gag me with a spoon and BARF

I had a most personal transformational discovery this year that through virtue by some might have cost me a lot in the beginning, but in my hindsight was worth the gamble I took in order to really find my inner truth..you see, sometimes you have to be willing to roll your dice, show some of your cards enough that people realize you aint fucken around … Continue reading the true emptiness of the ego thrives on needing validation and applause for looking like a righteous good person in a spiritual ornament persona, gag me with a spoon and BARF

I happened to have a birthday the other day, being the face of the ripe age of 47 PROUDLY

some times you are unable to make sense of things that happen in your life and why, spending so much time and energy in a negative contemplation..eventually like always, when the dust begins to settle, you will have the opportunity to see the situation in a much clearer different light offering you clarity and resolution if your able to … Continue reading I happened to have a birthday the other day, being the face of the ripe age of 47 PROUDLY

are you the cause or cure of something, and if your the cause ask yourself why

in a cruel world, be the light of inspiration shining your inner beam of radiant light powerfully outward touching the heart and soul of those around you..restoring faith in humanity is a collective conscious that takes extreme work and patience in a time when it has become rare to be authentic in the love you have … Continue reading are you the cause or cure of something, and if your the cause ask yourself why

I watch poor Ashley I commit to the compulsive behavior of her obsession with rejection.

I was watching the bachelor in paradise last night and something in my head clicked when the light bulb went off about our toxic yet gratifying human behavior..i have explored my emotional life in deep depths and have first hand realized the effects of the compulsive behavior though the effects of rejection as I watch poor Ashley … Continue reading I watch poor Ashley I commit to the compulsive behavior of her obsession with rejection.

let go of the legendary fear villain to all circumstances that doesn’t even really exist

I went yesterday to my monthly tarot group class/ meet up, something I look forward to doing for me as a tarot enthusiast and one who thoroughly enjoys "playing" cards with other like minded people sharing a common bond in tarot. the beautiful thing about this meet up group is that it consists of all types of people who have been reading the … Continue reading let go of the legendary fear villain to all circumstances that doesn’t even really exist

life school is much harder than that of general education

you are really only ever given what you can untimely handle, yet the test is to see if you can handle it in different capacities with the variety constantly changing..the under laying tone will always be the same rooted vines, it just might come packaged in different textures surrounded with different smells to throw you off … Continue reading life school is much harder than that of general education

I could feel him for the first time in my physical presence

I had waited for this reunion for what felt like a life time.. imagine if you will for a moment, walking into a massive open place, with hundreds of people watching you come out of doors that lead to the place were every body upon every body is waiting and looking for someone..imagine for a moment that your blinded … Continue reading I could feel him for the first time in my physical presence