i had a gold card status of this defective behavior

do you ever sometimes find it hard to be naturally happy for some one else's success..do you find yourself deliberately bashing and wanting to sabotage somebody else metaphorical parade because it was them instead of you on that beautiful float getting and receiving all the attention..what is that and why do we tend do it when some one other than ourselves is shining in … Continue reading i had a gold card status of this defective behavior