just like its my children’s time to discover who they are outside of me, its also I found out, my time to discover who I am outside of them..

I've been busy lately, studying actually to be honest and a tab bit slightly confused in a situational good manner as to the direction im supposed to be going in..not really too confused where it gives me anxiety or fear, but just enough to make me want to ponder and inspire my thoughts enough and really ask myself for the first time … Continue reading just like its my children’s time to discover who they are outside of me, its also I found out, my time to discover who I am outside of them..

I figured out back in my late teens the crisis of my heart and spirit

I reheard a quote the other day from a woman who I saw a long while ago lecture on the super soul sunday program..yes, I watch oprah, and even record specific ones that I keep for when I having a low point moment to recapture that zest of truth I need to hear from an outside of my self place.. … Continue reading I figured out back in my late teens the crisis of my heart and spirit

the thought of having to wake up tomorrow at the crisp time of 630 am is painful to my inner child

here it is, the last day of summer vacation we all have been dreading because we have been thoroughly enjoying the season of summer, well at least I have..i have been loathing this moment this past month, since I have truly have enjoyed  this summer with my teenage daughter and our family as a whole.. this summer in particular, … Continue reading the thought of having to wake up tomorrow at the crisp time of 630 am is painful to my inner child

one day the beautiful spirit of chris showed up

do you ever believe that your not alone when in truth you perceive yourself to be? Do you believe that when life is over, and our loved ones who have left this physical world are no longer available for communication when unexplainable things go on around us.. you see, I believe in spirit, and for many years believed … Continue reading one day the beautiful spirit of chris showed up

let me show you one time what its like to be you in the eyes and heart of me

I had a conversation the other day with a client of mine about the meaning of "tough love"..i have never really liked this word specifically and believe at times i have had to administer  "strong love" for myself and especially when it had come to parenting my own children and external relationship outside myself with situations that was in need of reconstruction and boundaries.. sometimes in life, its … Continue reading let me show you one time what its like to be you in the eyes and heart of me

I see within my children the spirit of absolute goodness

I have watched intently as my children have grown along their way, looking from my kaleidoscope perception window eyes, them blossom and discover the intricate threads that shape and bind their own beautifulness to their absolute being..never knowing if what I saw would manifest and come to light, radiating through, shining brightly, illuminating them in their true capacity because … Continue reading I see within my children the spirit of absolute goodness

..im practicing an ANTI HATE CAMPAIGN

historically for centuries  we brutally continue to repeat horrible acts of behavior culturally onto each other since we haven't truly healed and learned the root meanings to the insecurities and short comings that have been passed down for generations upon generations..victim upon victim we move farther and farther away from the unity of us as humans beings only to be seen for a face value … Continue reading ..im practicing an ANTI HATE CAMPAIGN

..i cant imagine what it is like to be you in the circle of us

im not sure what its like to be a step father, but I can imagine from a mothers perspective as mine, its got to be the most single handling hardest job on earth, especially within our tribal family.. for the last 5.4 years, I have watched you, my beloved husband, love these girls as flesh of your own, … Continue reading ..i cant imagine what it is like to be you in the circle of us

the artful moment of a goodbye

there is no true skill within the artful moment of a goodbye..it is an emotion that clogs up your spiritual capacity to think clearly and looms a cloud of heaviness over and around your kingdom of self leaving you to chock back the emotional smog that you don't want to endure at any given moment..because pain really does hurt behind the toothy smile.. … Continue reading the artful moment of a goodbye

being a mom at times is not all mothers day and shit

  I used to think being a mother would be the greatest easiest job on earth, ....until of course I had children of my own and became a parent..i never understood the compound belief of what it actually entailed, the round the clock service and what was expected of me as a human being..i had no training … Continue reading being a mom at times is not all mothers day and shit