there is no greater gift nor present than the one I actually get to create from scratch with my beloved husband

well its officially over and that's a wrap, "POOF" an era ended just like that..who would have ever thought that we would have been able to one day grow out of the apartment that housed us all for the last 7 full years..especially when there were so many naysayers trying to create negatives within all our positives showing the world before … Continue reading there is no greater gift nor present than the one I actually get to create from scratch with my beloved husband

i have lately been conveniently blind from being over fearful

there is something very precious with the PAGE OF WANDS, a true sense of healthy fascination and awe in the pleasure of watching creation manifest before its eyes..this card represents the action that is taking place energetically around you offering you some creative opportunities at your beckon call..if you look at this card specifically, there is growth forming, … Continue reading i have lately been conveniently blind from being over fearful

i believe that even though there are people who don’t like what I have to say, people still listen

  I have been thinking recently again, which in itself is a much scary thought, about shifting my self into adding something different into my repertoire tool box to further me along this path of life..i have be sitting with my purpose lately inspired by my husband and a couple of conversations I have had with respected friends about … Continue reading i believe that even though there are people who don’t like what I have to say, people still listen

if your looking to quit a habit that took over 20 years to have, it might take longer than a couple of days that somehow you seem to think will magically disappear over night

      ahhhhh... the new year is approaching quickly and the chirping sound of peoples "resolutions" is amongst the background chatter with all the promises of breaking habits because shit, its a BRAND NEW YEAR..this is it, this is the year I succeed until of course it gets REAL, real quick ..then one week later and a million and one excuses why, your tumbling backwards quicker than before.. its super … Continue reading if your looking to quit a habit that took over 20 years to have, it might take longer than a couple of days that somehow you seem to think will magically disappear over night

the true emptiness of the ego thrives on needing validation and applause for looking like a righteous good person in a spiritual ornament persona, gag me with a spoon and BARF

I had a most personal transformational discovery this year that through virtue by some might have cost me a lot in the beginning, but in my hindsight was worth the gamble I took in order to really find my inner truth..you see, sometimes you have to be willing to roll your dice, show some of your cards enough that people realize you aint fucken around … Continue reading the true emptiness of the ego thrives on needing validation and applause for looking like a righteous good person in a spiritual ornament persona, gag me with a spoon and BARF

this time of year for me personally is magical, tragically beautiful on so many divine levels

this year is slowly winding down to the end as we begin to approach September with three months left till we wave goodbye to 2016..as the weather begins to change and nature is already in the harvest of its fall, you can see, feel and smell the happenings of this autumn time..while the shedding begins to take place … Continue reading this time of year for me personally is magical, tragically beautiful on so many divine levels

it was there my inner phoenix was born

there are specific times when we are called upon by the universe to finally participate in epic shit, even if we are not feeling so outstanding to do so at that particular moment, maybe possibly not even able to recognize the value of this gift because of where we feel we are..but that from what I have learned,  is the absolute perfect … Continue reading it was there my inner phoenix was born