birthday wisdom of becoming 49..

Age is only a number that doesn't have to describe who you are, it just informs us of how long we have been alive.. How you choose to live your life is something that you end up deciding upon, not the number itself.. Loving yourself, treating yourself good, taking proper care of yourself and doing the inner work that releases and restores your spirit is … Continue reading birthday wisdom of becoming 49..

ive tried on the age of 50, and I feel like a warrior badass goddess..

I like to round up my numbers to the nearest tenth, mostly because I suck at math and it makes adding easier for me..at my age of 48 counting on my fingers isn't attractive any more and if you knew me in person you would understand that for me counting on my fingers is a disadvantage based on the … Continue reading ive tried on the age of 50, and I feel like a warrior badass goddess..

the “unspiritual” side to the spiritual self..

  ive been reclusive lately, mostly because ive been at that phase in life again for the millionth time where I just cant seem to be able to stand the idea of peopling anymore (snort snort) nor stand the sound of their HIGH PITCHED HI"S and everything else that come out of their mouths after or mine after for that matter.. i know it sounds … Continue reading the “unspiritual” side to the spiritual self..

I never knew how abused I was until I began to heal..

    I go to my healer every couple of weeks for overall self care, just like you would take your car to the gas station for fuel, I take my mind body and spirit to a healer..its a way for me to self care, unwind, connect, feel, talk, cry, and have someone untangle the energetic strings that sometimes get all mixed up as … Continue reading I never knew how abused I was until I began to heal..

My true Father’s Day..

I don't celebrate fathers day anymore after a couple of years ago my dad chose to have a relationship with my ex husband over choosing to keep me as his daughter..that's the way this cookie crumbled, forcing me to make him choose a side that altered and effected the outcome for the rest of our lives.. it was in that moment … Continue reading My true Father’s Day..

whats your price for fashion and pain?

I tried on a pair of Jimmy CHoo high heeled sandals last week for shits and giggles because they happened to be my size (5) and were a snake skin iridescent goldish color that where tantalizing to my eyes..truthfully I put them on because I wanted to see what the big fucking deal was about such expensive shoes.. i put them on … Continue reading whats your price for fashion and pain?

#ifmywoundswerevisible

yesterday was WORLD NARCISSIST ABUSE AWARENESS DAY..all the haters can roll their eyes until their dizzy and pass out but this abuse is very real as real can be, its just extremely under the radar and covert creating traumatic invisible wounds that don't externally bleed.. I grew up in a home with adoptive parents that consisted of a mother who suffers from this personality disorder and a co … Continue reading #ifmywoundswerevisible

I am the light..

I never realized how bright my light is until I came to terms with how disruptive and chaotic my environment had been surviving on emotional crumbs that I thought were full course meals of sustenance..i never put together that the ache in my emotional body was that of starvation, surviving on processed emotional nutrients of fuckedupness that nobody ever wanted … Continue reading I am the light..

The art in healing..

ive cried a lot lately, for so many different reasons I would really need to write a book to convey all its glorious which has been a thought I have played with for a long time now..I just dont seem to want to hold my shit in anymore (this working with crystals is really powerful), breaking apart emotionally almost as a form of … Continue reading The art in healing..

Apron Strings | the unabbreviated enthusiasts’s show

Great talk about when to let go of your kids, along with sharing a break through I have had emotionally in my own personally healing journey! — Read on www.spreaker.com/user/unabbreviatedenthusiasts/apron-strings