Posted on Leave a comment

The Reality Of Perception..

“Your perception of me is a reflection of you, My reaction to you, is an awareness of me”

Have you ever payed attention to how you view the exterior world & the people who occupy its space.  Many time we see the outer enviorment with our own unique eyes, often times manipulating it to better suit our own individual needs verses the actual truth to which it exist.  The reality is,  we see things from our own personal mental & emotional projector sensory system based on our personal upbringing & environment.

In those perception seconds,  our ego begins to describe a series of beliefs to the unconscious mind, which naturally begins to describe oneself in that given space good bad or indifferent.  For example, if you are the victim mentality type, you will often view the world around you as being the enemy instead of an ally, creating the world to be working against you while assigning it & those around you the responsibility of your woes & short comings.  This wisdom alone offers you insight into your healing needs.

Many would want to argue this theory, triggering an array of character defamations that the egotistical, entitled persona wants to protect.  It is a natural response to unhealed trauma that you continue to carry forth in every day life & often times use to view the world around you.  Many times we unknowingly project onto others what we wish to conceal within ourselves,  mirroring a reflection that becomes truly unflattering to outside eye.

We often times create an ecosystem of an environment to sustain this perception, keeping company & relationships that nourishes the perception to which you exist.  So if one day you look around & realize that the place you are currently in is no longer suiting you, it might be that your perception in life has altered & changed.  I personally started to notice this for myself when I began to work on myself whiling healing my childhood trauma.

I never thought to question my belief system at a young age, being adopted & living in a narcissistic home not knowing any differently.  I consumed large amounts of toxic behavior that were projections reflected onto me that I assumed as my own behavior even though at times it didn’t feel natural.  I adapted to a system as survival & was well trained so I thought until I began to hold my own perception that met me back with disgrace.  I knew deep inside I was better than what I portrayed from the projection of a narcissitic mother who’s only concern was her self.

For a long time I had my own survival ideas, way, thoughts & opinions.  I noticed that the moment someone began to slightly point out or question the mortality of my convictions or learned truth, I would retaliate with fear using deflection as my tool of choice.   I think that triggered time & time again some deep down trauma that scared me into needing to question my entire upbringing & the morals & values that followed with it.

I think I spent over 40 years in a survival mode of projections that came from incriminating minds, distorting the mirror time & time again.  I never realized that the negative attributes that my parents saw me as were truthful reflections into their individual persoanlities making their children the scapegoats to their own fucked up character.

My outer world didn’t begin to change shape until I finally attuned to the dynamics that purposely kept me out of the light.  This work aloud me to finally leave the abusive relationship pattern behind that I sought refuge in out of comfort,  knowing no differently.  This chain of events created an explosion that trickled into every avenue of my life, clearing the path & opening the opportunity to experience love & life in the healthiest form.

I have spent years in healing to rewire, reboot & repair the projections I carried as trophies to my survival that I no longer need the burden to hold onto any more.  The love & support of my husband who has seen that despicable woman react out of survival & fear, knows that it is now farer & fewer that she appears.  I think we are all haunted with some of our unflattering flaws that most of us would rather ignore or hid out of shame, that we unknowing project onto others as a defense.  Maybe its time to witness the reality of projection with an angle for healing. Peace Love Faith Hope  REPOST July 9, 2018

Posted on Leave a comment

The Reality Of Perception..

“Your perception of me is a reflection of you, My reaction to you, is an awareness of me”

Have you ever payed attention to how you view the exterior world & the people who occupy its space.  Many time we see the outer enviorment with our own unique eyes, often times manipulating it to better suit our own individual needs verses the actual truth to which it exist.  The reality is,  we see things from our own personal mental & emotional projector sensory system based on our personal upbringing & environment.

In those perception seconds,  our ego begins to describe a series of beliefs to the unconscious mind, which naturally begins to describe oneself in that given space good bad or indifferent.  For example, if you are the victim mentality type, you will often view the world around you as being the enemy instead of an ally, creating the world to be working against you while assigning it & those around you the responsibility of your woes & short comings.  This wisdom alone offers you insight into your healing needs.

Many would want to argue this theory, triggering an array of character defamations that the egotistical, entitled persona wants to protect.  It is a natural response to unhealed trauma that you continue to carry forth in every day life & often times use to view the world around you.  Many times we unknowingly project onto others what we wish to conceal within ourselves,  mirroring a reflection that becomes truly unflattering to outside eye.

We often times create an ecosystem of an environment to sustain this perception, keeping company & relationships that nourishes the perception to which you exist.  So if one day you look around & realize that the place you are currently in is no longer suiting you, it might be that your perception in life has altered & changed.  I personally started to notice this for myself when I began to work on myself whiling healing my childhood trauma.

I never thought to question my belief system at a young age, being adopted & living in a narcissistic home not knowing any differently.  I consumed large amounts of toxic behavior that were projections reflected onto me that I assumed as my own behavior even though at times it didn’t feel natural.  I adapted to a system as survival & was well trained so I thought until I began to hold my own perception that met me back with disgrace.  I knew deep inside I was better than what I portrayed from the projection of a narcissitic mother who’s only concern was her self.

For a long time I had my own survival ideas, way, thoughts & opinions.  I noticed that the moment someone began to slightly point out or question the mortality of my convictions or learned truth, I would retaliate with fear based defections as my tool of choice.   I think that triggered time & time again some deep down trauma that scared me into needing to question my entire upbringing & the morals & values that followed with it.

I think I spent over 40 years in a survival mode of projections that came from incriminating minds, distorting the mirror time & time again.  I never realized that the negative attributes that my parents saw me as were truthful reflections into their individual persoanlities making their children the scapegoats to their own fucked up character.

My outer world didn’t begin to change shape until I finally attuned to the dynamics that purposely kept me out of the light.  This work aloud me to finally leave the abusive relationship pattern behind that I sought refuge in out of comfort,  knowing no differently.  This chain of events created an explosion that trickled into every avenue of my life, clearing the path & opening the opportunity to experience love & life in the healthiest form.

I have spent years in healing to rewire, reboot & repair the projections I carried as trophies to my survival that I no longer need the burden to hold onto any more.  The love & support of my husband who has seen that despicable woman react out of survival & fear, knows that it is now farer & fewer that she appears.  I think we are all haunted with some of our unflattering flaws that most of us would rather ignore or hid out of shame, that we unknowing project onto others as a defense.  Maybe its time to witness the reality of projection with an angle for healing. Peace Love Faith Hope

Posted on Leave a comment

how emotional dis ease can affect our health on an energetic level..

I had a crystal revelation moment (most of you from facebook will probably stop reading at this point) while I was outside rereading my vibrational medicine book..it was part of my reading curriculum for the crystal healing certification course I completed in the winter, finding the book highly fascinating and educational in my evolution of being a healing spiritual influencer..

Sometimes we tend to move through things out of pure excitement and joy missing the elemental factors that are in plane sight..we are so occupied with binging everything that excites us, not really paying as close attention as we should be missing key factors that eventually, hopefully we pick back up in other ways, maybe..

When we think of the human body from an energetic point of view (go ahead and put your kookoo hat on for a minute), we have the ability to view our “body” from an etheric advantage, expanding outward moving into emotional, vital and astral auras bodies of our entire being..yes, they actually exist..

So basically our human energy field is like a radiating bubble around us..it making us vulnerable and susceptible to many factors we come in contact with verbally, emotionally, mentally and physically that we never actually gave thought or value too in terms of ourselves and with others..you can be affected without ever noticing you have actually been violated and dumbed on.

Take for instance (flow with me) someone standing in line at a store while being privy to a heated argument between two other people standing in the same line..while nobody is ever needing to physically put hands on another to be affected, the words and emotional exchange alone hold a charge that penetrates into your own astral field of energy..this has a subtle effect depending on the experience believe it or not, which is thankfully in this situation just a temporary moment of inconvenience..

Its really the same analogy (to break it down for you better) if you were all collectively taking a shit together in the same bathroom with individual toilets and simultaneously flushing your waste with the seats covers open..this then leads to having all the bacteria from the toilet come up and microscopically spatter its contents on and around you contaminating you without you really noticing but maybe being slightly grossed out..this is why I flush with the seat down..

If you are sensitive enough to other people energy, you might walk out of a situation thats compromised you in your energy field feeling tired, drained, annoyed simply by being subjected too it, just like you would be polluted in a bathroom..most people in general are not even aware of what they pick up like toxic cling, walking around the rest of the day with some one else’s funk on them..now imagine living your life in constant energetic infestation..

Sometimes we even happen to continue the story of what we experienced at the store, internalizing it past one of our external senses that alters our thoughts and emotions for the rest of the day..this could cause us to become agitated, or bitchy, feeling sluggish or have an upset stomach without ever piecing together the cause and effect that it had taking it into our lives uninvited..

What occurred to me while I was reading was the idea of working to purify each unseen but very real layer of our energetic field that we have and reprograming the thoughtforms that have found a way to nestle and bury themselves into each existing layer all the way into our physical body..boy that was one long very scientific sentence for someone who couldn’t pass a biology or chemistry course EVER in her educational years..snort snort

Think about it for a scientific minute, every 7 years our cells regenerate all on their own basically creating a new series of nuclear building block for our entire being yet in the same energetic space and structure..by the way, every 7 years we move into a different chakra starting with birth at what is called the ROOT CHAKRA within our body system learning the values of each of its 7 centers..every 7 years we move up the chakra system and at the age of 49 they reset all together and then we begin living what we learned in each chakra beginning at the root..

How might this be important, well, if you think about it from a energetic point of view, every 7 years something profound is happening around and within us on a molecular and energetic level, without us ever knowing..when you become aware of all the things that surround you and go into the presence of being a human being with this much energy, you actually have more power over your health than what has been thought about and provided to us.. 

Although our cells might be new, the negative energetic compound of dis ease programmed into these place (sometimes lifetimes) continues to contain all of negative charged components..so if it goes unhealed emotionally, spiritually, mentally and physically the cells don’t really have a chance and begin to change into the condition of the old pattern again repeating the same behavior on a molecular level..god that was exhausting to explain..

The problem for most people I find is actually seriously working on their emotional shit..i mean really getting down and dirty allowing a true authentic real (no bullshit for instagram or facebook) healing to permitalty take place to what they have been subjected too and what they subjected others too..the biggest obstacle is the continuous loop lie we tell ourselves and everyone else over and over again to avoid the work that is necessary..

Instead, you see a growing number of repetitive problems with personality disorders, nutrition problems, addictive behaviors, entitled, lazy, egotistical culture of humans unaccountable for their own state of mind, health and over all being pointing their fingers at every one else because its too HARD..no one wants to feel their pain and as a society we lack compassion and kindness for those who suffer..its much easier to diagnose and prescribe as a solution while the core problems continue to manifest..

You can have a life that isnt full of emotional, toxic thought infested mental static energetic yucky cling that will continue to penetrate and make you sick over and over again that no drug will ever begin to kill.. you are apart of the antidote HEAL THY SELF..for shits and giggle,  just notice the energy around you the next time you are around anything you don’t like (people, places, things) and  notice how you feel in your body participating in it and what your body does with the energy because of it..peace love faith  <3 <3 <3

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Posted on 2 Comments

i got my magic going on..

img_6337I officially became a level 3 reiki healer last sunday earning my certification in this specific healing modality..woo hoo ( I can hear the applauds going off in my head)!! to be honest, I had no clue I was going to take this journey until I somehow found myself doing it at the push of my husband through my resistance, which is the insane thing about it..

one of the many beautiful things about this experience for me was, I got to share this sacred healing art with other woman who I feel completely connected too and consider privileged to be apart of their healers space..by looking at us, you would never assume that we have shared in this path together, along with having the antenna that’s been dialed for us to serve as healers.. Continue reading i got my magic going on..