the ENERGY to heal..

What do you think prevents people from healing their inner being and doing the work to allow for a healthier, happier transformation of self? At what point do you think you yourself should be the blame for where you are at, for what you are currently doing and how it is effecting your over all care to the mind, body and spirit … Continue reading the ENERGY to heal..

whats my name?

I went to my healer yesterday and had a profound revelation that I knew existed deep within, yet just had never given it letters and the real space and air to manifest into a spoken breath..the work of self is not an easy one and is often abandoned mid way though because who actually wants to feel something that … Continue reading whats my name?

My true Father’s Day..

I don't celebrate fathers day anymore after a couple of years ago my dad chose to have a relationship with my ex husband over choosing to keep me as his daughter..that's the way this cookie crumbled, forcing me to make him choose a side that altered and effected the outcome for the rest of our lives.. it was in that moment … Continue reading My true Father’s Day..

#ifmywoundswerevisible

yesterday was WORLD NARCISSIST ABUSE AWARENESS DAY..all the haters can roll their eyes until their dizzy and pass out but this abuse is very real as real can be, its just extremely under the radar and covert creating traumatic invisible wounds that don't externally bleed.. I grew up in a home with adoptive parents that consisted of a mother who suffers from this personality disorder and a co … Continue reading #ifmywoundswerevisible

I am the light..

I never realized how bright my light is until I came to terms with how disruptive and chaotic my environment had been surviving on emotional crumbs that I thought were full course meals of sustenance..i never put together that the ache in my emotional body was that of starvation, surviving on processed emotional nutrients of fuckedupness that nobody ever wanted … Continue reading I am the light..

The art in healing..

ive cried a lot lately, for so many different reasons I would really need to write a book to convey all its glorious which has been a thought I have played with for a long time now..I just dont seem to want to hold my shit in anymore (this working with crystals is really powerful), breaking apart emotionally almost as a form of … Continue reading The art in healing..

Apron Strings | the unabbreviated enthusiasts’s show

Great talk about when to let go of your kids, along with sharing a break through I have had emotionally in my own personally healing journey! — Read on www.spreaker.com/user/unabbreviatedenthusiasts/apron-strings

even as a grown woman, that little girl inside of me needed answers that only she had the power to relinquish over to me

sometimes I can be very impatient and kinda impulsive at the same time..like a child wanting something so bad, tapping their foot in anticipation over having to wait for it and then just going to take what they were waiting for in the end because its taking to long..yesterday, i watched the clock all day with an excited butterfly … Continue reading even as a grown woman, that little girl inside of me needed answers that only she had the power to relinquish over to me

..im about to once again meet my very flesh and blood on my mothers side this time

  imagine if you will for a moment being adopted and having the opportunity to physically meet your biological kin, the DNA component and the essential link to your undisclosed heritage..think about that for a deep hearted moment while rolling that around your heart center and feeling the emotional charge that is happening within your body because of it.. a couple … Continue reading ..im about to once again meet my very flesh and blood on my mothers side this time

I don’t need a day in may to know my worth as a mother

  I decided to trash a blog I wrote the other day in "honor" of mothers day because it was just too harsh, even by my standards if you can even believe that..people at times, perceive me to be some what insensitive of others because I share my truth when in reality it is actually others who have been morally and ethically … Continue reading I don’t need a day in may to know my worth as a mother