I was groomed at an early age to see any kind of human hurt (mental, physical, emotional) as a sign of weakness, unless of course it was my former mother who was having one of her many “munchhausen” episodes, expecting our full sympathetic attention. I was taught at a young age to shake things off,Continue reading “How Misfortune Saved My Life”
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im a quitter, but in a cigarette kinda way
so, I unofficially quit being a “closet smoker” for the last umpteen years the other night going on 48 hours strong, but in truth I would still would like to have a smoke..i have kept this “addiction” in check by creating for me, healthier boundaries of only smoking only 3 or 4 a night which is much better than the pack a day I used to smoke in myContinue reading “im a quitter, but in a cigarette kinda way”
why i decided to throw some shoes away..
I was at the grocery store yesterday after my appointment with my healer, getting ingredients to make a MAGICALMAVEN kinda soup for the week..i was walking around the fruit and vegetable area in a hazy daze from my healing session when i noticed some one that I recognized from the gym but haven’t seen in a long while.. there isContinue reading “why i decided to throw some shoes away..”
if your looking to quit a habit that took over 20 years to have, it might take longer than a couple of days that somehow you seem to think will magically disappear over night
ahhhhh… the new year is approaching quickly and the chirping sound of peoples “resolutions” is amongst the background chatter with all the promises of breaking habits because shit, its a BRAND NEW YEAR..this is it, this is the year I succeed until of course it gets REAL, real quick ..then one week later and a million and one excuses why, your tumbling backwards quicker than before.. its superContinue reading “if your looking to quit a habit that took over 20 years to have, it might take longer than a couple of days that somehow you seem to think will magically disappear over night”
I watch poor Ashley I commit to the compulsive behavior of her obsession with rejection.
I was watching the bachelor in paradise last night and something in my head clicked when the light bulb went off about our toxic yet gratifying human behavior..i have explored my emotional life in deep depths and have first hand realized the effects of the compulsive behavior though the effects of rejection as I watch poor AshleyContinue reading “I watch poor Ashley I commit to the compulsive behavior of her obsession with rejection.”
PLEASE DONT DRIVE UNDER THE INFLUENCE
have you ever decided to get into the car and drive under the influence? have you ever stupidly gotten into the car as a passenger with someone under the influence? the game playing of intoxicated Russian roulette when driving under the influence of anything, alcohol, drugs, prescription narcotics isn’t really a game the rest of the world needsContinue reading “PLEASE DONT DRIVE UNDER THE INFLUENCE”