im a quitter, but in a cigarette kinda way

so, I unofficially quit being a "closet smoker" for the last umpteen years the other night going on 48 hours strong, but in truth I would still would like to have a smoke..i have kept this "addiction" in check by creating for me, healthier boundaries of only smoking only 3 or 4 a night which is much better than the pack a day I used to smoke in my … Continue reading im a quitter, but in a cigarette kinda way

why i decided to throw some shoes away..

I was at the grocery store yesterday after my appointment with my healer,  getting ingredients to make a MAGICALMAVEN kinda soup for the week..i was walking around the fruit and vegetable area in a hazy daze from my healing session when i noticed some one that I recognized from the gym but haven't seen in a long while.. there is … Continue reading why i decided to throw some shoes away..

if your looking to quit a habit that took over 20 years to have, it might take longer than a couple of days that somehow you seem to think will magically disappear over night

      ahhhhh... the new year is approaching quickly and the chirping sound of peoples "resolutions" is amongst the background chatter with all the promises of breaking habits because shit, its a BRAND NEW YEAR..this is it, this is the year I succeed until of course it gets REAL, real quick ..then one week later and a million and one excuses why, your tumbling backwards quicker than before.. its super … Continue reading if your looking to quit a habit that took over 20 years to have, it might take longer than a couple of days that somehow you seem to think will magically disappear over night

I watch poor Ashley I commit to the compulsive behavior of her obsession with rejection.

I was watching the bachelor in paradise last night and something in my head clicked when the light bulb went off about our toxic yet gratifying human behavior..i have explored my emotional life in deep depths and have first hand realized the effects of the compulsive behavior though the effects of rejection as I watch poor Ashley … Continue reading I watch poor Ashley I commit to the compulsive behavior of her obsession with rejection.

PLEASE DONT DRIVE UNDER THE INFLUENCE

have you ever decided to get into the car and drive under the influence? have you ever stupidly gotten into the car as a passenger with someone under the influence? the game playing of intoxicated Russian roulette when driving under the influence of anything, alcohol, drugs, prescription narcotics isn't really a game the rest of the world needs … Continue reading PLEASE DONT DRIVE UNDER THE INFLUENCE