just swan dive into the deep end..S P L A S H..

        I think I could possibly be suffering from PTSD (JK) this morning..between the firing signals of what could be described as stress due to the extreme reality of paying higher taxes and the utter pure joy and extreme excitement of pulling the trigger this morning and enrolling in the fall hibiscus professional crystal healing course, I am a tad bit over stimulated to say the least..thankContinue reading “just swan dive into the deep end..S P L A S H..”

its nice to see finally a series “THIS IS US” that describes a part of me in a rawness otherwise non adopted folks will never begin to fathom

    my husband and I just starting watching the series “this is us” on demand by my clients recommendation adding a bit more depth (lol) into our otherwise sheepish bravo reality t.v  housewives run we have been having for the last looong while..who knew we would both need a tissue box for every fucking episode and we only just finished the 3rd one..Continue reading “its nice to see finally a series “THIS IS US” that describes a part of me in a rawness otherwise non adopted folks will never begin to fathom”

sometimes, when the rest of the world is rooting for your failure, there is a sense of desire to show them, to teach them actually

        it was 6 years ago today in the midst of a evening winter michigan blizzard, that I had schlepped both of my kids out, and proceeded without any permission to pick up my unannounced future husband at the airport..while every other passenger had made their way out, I was left empty handed still waiting for my knight and shinning armor toContinue reading “sometimes, when the rest of the world is rooting for your failure, there is a sense of desire to show them, to teach them actually”

my fortune could be your misfortune, and vise versa because that’s just how shit rolls..

what is luck? do we all at times in our life span benefit from such a “chance” happening at various times in our lives, possibly sometimes not even recognizing it as the good fortune of LUCKY luck?..sometimes we become so misinformed at what it means to be “lucky” that we ignore all the beautiful wonderful attributes that goContinue reading “my fortune could be your misfortune, and vise versa because that’s just how shit rolls..”

The trick is to see with an open eye the space you create 

 In life there are times when we find ourselves struggling with relationships that have left us demolished emotionally mentally physically spiritually depleted from just being apart of them..whether from our own cause and hand or that of another human experience.. Sometimes we stay much longer than ever intended because possibly it is all that weContinue reading “The trick is to see with an open eye the space you create “

I Cant Imagine What Its Like Being You In The Circle Of Us.

I have watched you over this time navigate a path that came with out directions, into a family that has continued over time to diminish & take away the role that you became.  Sometimes the universe unbeknownst to us, chooses the timing of a love to come into fruition regardless of the external forces, to teach its lessons in that kind of love.  I believe we have always been chosen in each life together, to show the world around us, this intimate most beautiful lesson, as difficult & painful as it’s been.

When Spirit Shows Up For You.

Sometimes life grants us the opportunity to dip our self into the other world of the unknown, opening the space of your intuitive energy with snidbits of information as a sensory gateway to your past, present & future communication.  It has the ability to share messages of possibilities & ideas, allowing one to feel, see, hear,Continue reading “When Spirit Shows Up For You.”

a delusional creature of mystical goddess in fairytale land..

magic happen immediately when you allow your soul and the universe to connect sending waves of profoundness in the pool of life creating ripples upon ripples of abundant effect to rock your world..we are interconnected galactically in ways beyond our wisdom and knowledge that might have us at times scratching our heads in disbelief programmed notContinue reading “a delusional creature of mystical goddess in fairytale land..”

your secret society from the rest of the world

there is something special about the relationship you are able to create with your partner that is beyond any connection you have with the others that are in your life..it is a sacred experience that unifies the two of you together creating a blissful place you both share on profound levels that others are not privilegeContinue reading “your secret society from the rest of the world”

love will always win….

we paid 10 dollars to get married at the court house, can you fucking believe that..no fairytale wedding to go along with our fairytale story..by choice.. no sit down meal, no open bar, no dancing, no cocktail hour, no rabbi, no wedding dress, no tuxedo, no groomsmen, no bridesmaid, no chupa, nope nada nothing..it was the mostContinue reading “love will always win….”