Sometimes Fuck It Is The Magic Word

Life hands us monumental moments that only require of us to show up if we can get past our own borders of self destruction, insecurities & hindrances that would otherwise hold us back. It simply asks of us on all levels of conscious living to surrender to its opening in a fuck it kind of way to just be present in seeing its unexpected gift as a form of golden opportunity.

The Power Beyond Grief

I don’t ever remember while growing up being taught or guided on how to manage the emotional attributes of sadness & grief.  I remember one time when I was about 8 years old my nana calling the house in hysterics to inform my mom that her father had fallen ill & was in the hospital.Continue reading “The Power Beyond Grief”

– A Healthy Formula To Life-

*Go outside & be with Mother Nature. There are many physical, emotional & metaphorical profound healing properties outside in nature that your spirit needs in order to be healthy to survive. *Stay as grounded as you can in the process of life.   *Educate yourself.  Not everyone is built to learn the same way yet there are many avenuesContinue reading “– A Healthy Formula To Life-“

The Social Game Of Operator

Have you ever played that telephone game “Operator”, where you whisper a statement into the ear of the person standing next to you that is then reiterated throughout the entire circle until it comes back around to you?  Most times, the sentence that was originally whispered will begin to take a shape of its ownContinue reading “The Social Game Of Operator”

Immigration & The American Dream

My husband is an immigrant, coming to this country not for the usual attainment of the American dream but for something far more magical.  He came here for me.  This alone put us in a place of uncertainty, not fully understanding the lengths & hoops we would have to go threw for the cost ofContinue reading “Immigration & The American Dream”

The Power Of Forgiveness & Its Act Of Mercy

The power to forgive myself was something I learned when I began to recognize & become hyper aware of the energy surrounding a victim mentality within the sins of my own self hatred.  I had once willingly allowed room for these kind of destructive feelings, thoughts, beliefs, ideas & stigma to plagued me throughout my life,Continue reading “The Power Of Forgiveness & Its Act Of Mercy”

November Is National Adoption Month ~ How I met My Biological Mothers Sister

Ever since I can remember I have been naturally curious & inquisitive about who I am & where I came from as someone adopted.  I have spent my lifetime looking at my features trying to imagine who I really look like & wondering if the people who gave me up wondered within their own featuresContinue reading “November Is National Adoption Month ~ How I met My Biological Mothers Sister”

I Cant Make This Stuff Up

I have had a lot of bizarre experience occur during my life time, making things to write about come very natural & easy to me.  Truthfully I really don’t feel like I have to have any kind of scientific explanation for them, chalking it up under the umbrella that houses the belief in God &Continue reading “I Cant Make This Stuff Up”

Mercury Fucking Retrograde

What is mercury retrograde & why does is make us act sometimes “bat shit crazy”. There are 3 periods of time every year when the planet mercury appears to orbit differently than normal creating an illusion which is called retrograde, October 14 – November 3 (sign of scorpio) being the last one of this year.Continue reading “Mercury Fucking Retrograde”

Happy Healthy New Year

Tonight at sundown begins the Jewish High Holiday of Rosh Hashanah.  It is one of the holiest days of the Jewish religion, being the beginning of our New Year.  It’s customary during this time to celebrate its sweet beginning & also gain some insight & reflection over the year in general.  This one will forContinue reading “Happy Healthy New Year”