AGAINST ALL ODDS love always wins..<3

I got married 8 years ago tomorrow, marking a personal historical victory of actual marital success surpassing both previous ones in love, happiness, value and time..any thing is possible when you follow your heart and lead the way with the purity of absolute love.. The previous unions ironically were approved and blessed by my former … Continue reading AGAINST ALL ODDS love always wins..<3

The reality of perception..

Have you ever noticed or realize that you tend to see things as you really are and not as they actually are in its entirety manipulating the stage to better suit your needs....the reality is we see things from the lens of our own personal emotional projector sensory system of what we feel is happening to us based on our upbringing and environment, unconsciously describing YOURSELF in that given space … Continue reading The reality of perception..

the ENERGY to heal..

What do you think prevents people from healing their inner being and doing the work to allow for a healthier, happier transformation of self? At what point do you think you yourself should be the blame for where you are at, for what you are currently doing and how it is effecting your over all care to the mind, body and spirit … Continue reading the ENERGY to heal..

if not now, then when?

It was a year ago I completed a second course I had been dying to take for a forever long time certifying me as a crystal healer..ive been purposely struggling and toying with the healing notion as to where I wish to go with this.. The thing about earths mineral kingdom is that it is … Continue reading if not now, then when?

courage is a state of mind..

Have you ever found yourself at a point in life when your ready to make the ultimate change but find yourself frozen with fear instead..i find myself spinning my wheels in all sorts of emotional trepidations rather than going out there and grabbing ahold of this energy by its horns so to speak and using it to propel me instead.. How many of you … Continue reading courage is a state of mind..

when nature calls, you listen..

I've been having a hard time loving my exterior body lately, partially due to my changing hormones, the aging factor of my approaching 49 in a couple of weeks and partially due to the exercise regimen were I am trying to increase ass mass and stronger legs.. This combination of a beautiful yet aging body of skin and a … Continue reading when nature calls, you listen..

victim +healing+ acceptance and self love= forgiveness

I really learned the art of forgiveness when I became hyper aware of the energy surrounding being a victim to the sins of self and the ideas, stigma and destructive feelings that had plagued me throughout my life when I stood knee deep in this unconscious yet suitable identify.. What I realized over time was the replaying of the role to any kind of circumstance after … Continue reading victim +healing+ acceptance and self love= forgiveness

im blowing the whistle..toot toot

Ive spent the last 10 years openly writing about some emotionally charged topics most people cant, wont, are too scared, in denial to ever talk about..it started as an outlet for me to purge the grotesqueness that I had felt offering me a healthy way to bring to the surface a truth that I am no longer ashamed or afraid to speak about.. I gave … Continue reading im blowing the whistle..toot toot

whats my name?

I went to my healer yesterday and had a profound revelation that I knew existed deep within, yet just had never given it letters and the real space and air to manifest into a spoken breath..the work of self is not an easy one and is often abandoned mid way though because who actually wants to feel something that … Continue reading whats my name?

why I chose to retire my party animal spirit <3

I used to be a partier back in my late teens all the way up to my 30s, almost to the point of what's now considered "binging"..i always seemed to want to extend the fun or in hindsight numb my pain which ever was more prominent in that specific moment or time in my life.. For me, I could ride … Continue reading why I chose to retire my party animal spirit <3