IDF Mommie


im not your typical army parent, for my daughter Shezaf isn’t in America serving this country, yet chose to serve her country of origin, the place of her birth, Israel..Although she has spent her entire life here in Michigan from the cradle age of 7 months, it was there she chose to make her presence known and evolve into the strong lady she is becoming..

Watching from afar her journey prevail, there is a deep sensation of pride that over takes your heart and you forget about how far away you are from her, and how extraordinary it is to watch and marvel in her success..these are the moments of motherhood when you think back and remember when you didn’t know how anything would have worked out, and you acknowledge the road of faith and love now over spilling with complete joy..and fucking thank god that it all worked out thus far..

sometimes we push our children to act out our own dreams and beliefs regardless of their own desires and fantasy’s..we take it upon our self to mold them into mini me’s despite the fact that they are their own individual people with their own set of ambitions..However sometimes we have to act as an advocate while they are marinated in fear and push them to what they believe to be an extreme in order to wake them up and see all the beautiful happens of life around them..knowing  your child is an essential requirement when pushing them to something you truly believe will be the deliverance they need for their ultimate success..

I have watched my child possess characteristics of courage, strength, endurance, unity, pride, stamina, self worth, self love, authentic bliss from the nudge she was given to fly and rely on the wings that would safely manifest from her leap of faith..the treasures she is creating for herself and her future are the essential connections that are a must in the evolution of your spirit and those around you..i am so happy that she is plugged into something more profound than that of anything else and the capabilities she discovering makes her smile radiate bigger and brighter than any thing I ever imagined..

so while I am an army parent to someone not serving “our” country, I am a proud parent of an American raised child with Israeli roots making a difference one step at a time, and  am utterly and completely proud in a world where some would question or frown upon our choices..sometimes it take going backwards in life in order to unwind and restructure life as we once knew it, building the ability for future endeavors awaiting our mark and our arrival when we do decide to show up..peace love faith hope3459_10153563366123145_1563326072109397804_n

Humble Greatness

some of our greatest rewards come to us by the hands of other people achievements..i kvell at the success of my husband and children while reaping in with them the empathetic feeling of greatness and satisfaction..there is a sensation of pleasure when you are able to purely and authetically enjoy some body elses journey of accomplishments supporting and encouraging their path leading to do and achieve greater things in the process..

i have witnessed first hand the displeasure of when a low self esteem being tries to discredit or attack looking to ruin somebody elses good time because they couldnt get with the program outside of the narcissism that prohibits them to swim in the sea of others abundance joyfully..sometimes these actions are to try to keep you small so you dont ever outgrow the borders they mentally try to keep you in behaving and acting within a mean spirit..

it took for me years to come outside the santions i was inadvertently in by my own beliefs and at times the descriptions that others had laid on me..i had to stop waiting for others to catch up to my ways turning great and have enough self esteem to power up the divine within my own self that was the couragious walker to my soul..every achievement from the biggest to the smallest is an accomplishment, even if on that particular day it is simply placing a smile on your face, mustering up the courage to step out of your bed or facing an entire stadium waiting to hear you speak..

be the bragger to somebody elses success outside of your own display of the cheerleader without ever making it about you in the the silient supporter for someone making their dreams come true when you feel small in the space that they are radiating is within these places that you will recieve so much satisfaction when you are able to dedicate and witness the rise of another soul looking to come into their own without ever making it about you..

this is part of the human experience we tend to miss some times because we are so consumed by our own self absorbed richesness..we are all angelic in our excellence we are all worthy of a tribal celebration and we are all able to enjoy the ride of somebody elses triumph of center that somebody that that someone can feel special with for their moment in time..peace love faith hope

The you, you need to celebrate


Some days our inner world reflects imperative reminders as to how far we have actually come in the challenge of our own personal adversity.  I don’t know of anyone who in life escapes having hurdles before them leaving them to decide whether or not they are going to flow and leap into the opstacle like a brave warrior would do i take a moment of self reflection with my beloved grail of black liquid gold i smile for i am beyond good..

raise your glass at your achievements, even if you fell back a couple of times you still managed to rise to the hights you desired..relable yourself from the lables that have been put apon you by others, those lables are not yours to have to wear since you are your own entity..see your accomplishments more so than you see your flaws, even if they are pointed out as criticism, that is the negitive perception of one sharing their judgement and or opinion, not the way you have to see for yourself..that is their burden of insecurity and story line, not yours to be infected with..flaws are beautiful and authentic making your journey more rewarding and powerful even if you were a fuck up, in reality we have all been there..

celebrate where you are today, even if it isnt half way where you want to be..find the joy in the meantime and use it as a self motivator to create BLISS and IGNITION are your own obsticle, your own cheer leader, your own CEO of your kingdom..look at your challange as an opportunity to discover a growth potential and learning curve creating wisdom and knowledge in the process..use the people standing in your way as dance partners learning to flow through them as you make waves of peace instead of productive and accountable and then surrender to the process..i salute your courage to manifest the impossible, the elite percent of spiritual daredevils..may we all be inspired by the stories of achievement and celebrate them with only love

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