The Universe Has Its Own Software Updates

I used to only consider the things that happened to me in situations that were “beyond” my control as major set backs or disruptions, unconsiously personalizing the emotions that lead to me feeling like my entire world collapsing all around me. The truth was, my nervous system was so out of wack from my upbringing that I had no tools to handle the emotional inability to see outside my own comfort of survival. I had to learn how to take these sudden experiences & pause in its reflection, while patiently waiting for the dust to settle to make choices that were less emotional & more realistic for a healthier outcome.

These out of the blue moments happen for reasons beyond our human comprehension that have more to do with the universal revisions & balance of life, personal, physically, emotionally, mentally & spiritually. Just like we have created all the different softwares designs to install & update our computer systems, the universe has its own fancy programming within the laws of nature for our human experience whether you’re prepared or not. These unsolicited renovations eventually got me closer to the place of clarity & transformation where my original light existed beyond the false structure of darkness.

I discovered that within all of these ugly hours of involuntary renewals, I got to witness the rawness of my most sincere & accurate self in her full grace that was beyond the illusion the lower self constructs as an ending point. I started to take ownership of the flaws that lead me to these places I found myself in that were representations of my shadow self playing out in real time. What I realized finally in that state of mind was the overlapping pattern of thoughts that directed the antenna for the energetic reaction, forcing change.

Most times people are never fully prepared for natures automatic updates that are happening around them, being so hyper focus on themself while oblivious in missing the signs that continue to show up in different narratives. We are not in control of this ever so changing shift in dynamics & events that circulates within the happenings of the universal energies, only being accountable for the action & reaction that we ourself will have with it. This is where most people will feel like they have hit the bottom of their earth in their helplessness.

Sometimes as a coping mechanism to this unsolicited change, a person might project blame from their own inner pain onto people or situations that they themselves are not willing to assume fault for, creating a tag line story that leads to the retreat of responsibility. This ends up birthing a long term victim character that uses these feelings & thoughts too manifest a shield of armor as a form of protection that ends up doing more harm than good, rewriting personal history to fit the self implied narrative.

As humans we tend to find ourselves sometimes overly too attached to all our emotions, to the point of it being unhealthy especially when it’s time to let them go. If you step back to watch nature more closely, it shows us over & over again how to recovery successfully after seasonal changes, natural disaster, human interference by learning to regrow as the form of its own unique healing. Leaning into the experiences that hurts the most or are most afraid of will eventually gain you the universal wisdom & growth that is needed in the souls evolution of the human spirit. This is where the tools of life exist. Peace Love Faith Hope

Published by MagicalMaven

I am over the age of 50, married and a mother to two daughters in their 20's. I am an adoptee, surviver of parental and martial narcissistic abuse, have been divorced twice and am now married over 10 years to my husband who I had a soulful connection with back when I was 21 years old. I am a double Certified Crystal Healer (hibiscus moon and Ashly leavy), a Reiki 3 Master, Tarot Reader and have been a working manicurist for the last 23 years..

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