Building Blocks Of Self

Become an active interior designer within your own personal space, a musician of sound to the sacred gardens of your own mental symphony. Be the earthly materials that are devoted to achieving the dreams & desires that are needed to manifest & the color to the eyes of imagination that open your intuition that are all stored in the warehouse that contains all this spiritual lumbar. You are the only architect to this kind of freedom, with the keys that unlock the elements needed to heal, evolve, expand & mature.

Be aware that there might be human thieves trying to steal & take whatever they can away from you as a form of control, intimidated by you wanting to obtain something they themselves can not achieve personally for themself. Most often times these people will appear as an overly friendly ally when in fact they are foe, purposely disguised as someone close who will always take from you yet never give in return freely. It personally took me a long time to see the real through all the distorted behaviors used as a ploy to suck me dry.

Start to be more careful with who you allow into your sacred space, especially during this time of construction because this is the place many people will show up just to see what you are doing. See & view people exactly as they are, not who you want or need them to be. Be aware of the grand jesters & agendas one might verbally produce, having a clear understanding that not every one will have your best interest at heart. Sometimes it’s the people who teach you to believe in them the most with their vocabulary who might fail at offering their support, using you instead to get ahead for their own personal gain.

This personal development will require of you to be vigilant with your ability to embody an omniscient awareness of everything & everyone around you. You will have to begin to restore & polish up those areas of self that contain your overall worth that might have been tarnished from others, finding redemption by using acts of healing as its tool. It took me a very long time to remain comfortable & still in my own beautiful skin while in the presence of someone else using their own personal scale of measurement for their dissatisfaction with me. This is something crucial to instill in your system of beliefs.

Unsolicited outside opinions at times are just a way for other people to share & spread their own fear based biases. Opinion are not facts or truths, just a collection of words that belong to another persons vocabulary of assumptions & ideas, viewpoint & speculations that probably at that moment of intrusion doesn’t have anything to do with you. Points of views say more about the person who speaks of them so take it with a grain of salt & use what seems to resonates with you while learning to deflect & release what doesn’t. Listening to someone you respect speak & share their feelings doesn’t need to have to mean you agree.

As an adult, you have the ultimate power to decide & the right to choose who you want to share time with because not every one deserves an invitation. This can be an external reaction trigger for someone around you when new boundaries are present, leading them to unknowingly displaying their true character in full form. This is a behavioral learning opportunity for you as a cautionary flag while moving forward in your life, while deciding if you wish to maintain & nurture this kind of relationship.

As kids we are not always taught to nurture our innate gifts & often times are ridiculed for even having them. As we grow older that need to reconnect with our natural self & the things that brought us most joy as children come back to “haunt” us as a way to reawaken that spark that was unknowingly put out by others. This is where the meat of wisdom exists, if you are able to break free of the conditions that were put upon you. Sometimes it simply just requires you to believe in your self, dust off, rearrange, organize, prioritize, evaluate & become that transcendent engineer in your life. Peace Love Faith Hope

Published by MagicalMaven

I am over the age of 50, married and a mother to two daughters in their 20's. I am an adoptee, surviver of parental and martial narcissistic abuse, have been divorced twice and am now married over 10 years to my husband who I had a soulful connection with back when I was 21 years old. I am a double Certified Crystal Healer (hibiscus moon and Ashly leavy), a Reiki 3 Master, Tarot Reader and have been a working manicurist for the last 23 years..

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