I Cant Make This Stuff Up

I have had a lot of bizarre experience occur during my life time, making things to write about come very natural & easy to me.  Truthfully I really don’t feel like I have to have any kind of scientific explanation for them, chalking it up under the umbrella that houses the belief in God & the emotion of love.  Neither can be scientifically proven on a scale, yet are obvious & believable without any more explanations other than the word alone to describe them.  Unknowingly we come into this world with geometric patterns in our constitution that shows up in many forms from numerology to astrology that the ancients used as a tool of personal divination.

In the art of numerology, there are apparently 7 sequences to a personalized numerology report.  One of these number sequences that is used in readings is your date of birth, giving you an in-depth understanding to your life purpose.  My birthday is November 2, 1969 looking like this 1+1+2+1+9+6+9=29.  The number at the end is then added down to a single digit in order to get your life path number 2+9=11, 1+1=2, 2 being the final number in the numerology sequence.

I always believed & understood that my life path number was the number 2, identifying me as the peace maker & that of truth & learning.  I had no clue all these years later that there are master numbers associated with the sequence, making my birthdate numerology instead look like this 11/2 which is identical to my actual birthday 11/2 believe it or not.  So my life path & purpose is actually the WOUNDED INSPIRED HEALER which ironically was the day I came into this world.  Below is a description of this specific energy that is extremely accurate & uncannily eerie to the way my life over time has played out.

(The Key:

How can you take your “wounded healer” status and evolve it into creative & inspired healing for yourself and for others?

With the 11/2, it’s all about experiencing intensely challenging circumstances in your life & coming out the other side stronger, more spiritual & ready to help others who have experienced similar issues. It won’t be easy & yet it’s profoundly deep & gratifying when you tap into your high-level of artistic creativity & psychic gifts. Understand that your contribution is through the experience you provide for others, which is almost impossible to measure. You must learn to trust that the “butterfly effect” you have on people is immeasurable & that you’ll never know the way in which you change people’s lives through your loving heart, intuition & artistic expression.

The Message:

You’re the “Wounded Healer” & you must move through intense experiences—personal, health, emotional—the whole gambit. Understand that you probably won’t come into your full power as a Master Number 11/2 Life Path until later in life—into your 50’s & beyond. It takes a while to get enough experience under your belt to find your passionate focus. Be patient & know that you’re here for higher-level service in the world. It won’t be an easy ride—yet it’ll be amazingly gratifying. You can be a dreamer rather than a doer, so it takes concerted effort to ground yourself in the day-to-day material world.

Turning 51 yesterday I was beautifully reminded of this geometric constitution pattern that is unknowingly ingrained in my being, shapeshifting me into someone I had no clue I was destine to become.  I don’t believe all the abuse, sabotage, abandonment & trauma I went through during my lifetime was for nothing, teaching me lessons & circumstances for my higher benefit & greater good.  Part of what I’m doing now creatively with my jewelry is in essence the butterfly effect described above without really planning on it being that way.  I truly feel deep in my blood & bones I have something much bigger than me to share & give to this world being open to show up in this universal shift.

Many times life plays out a series of roles as a contribution to your over all purpose.  Sometimes they are disguised as things that may appear to want to repel you from ever growing or succeeding, acting as obstacles or simply nudging you closer to your destined life path. In the end It is up to us as individulas to choose how we want to use our experiences & circumstances.  I naturally choose to use mine as a tool for healing & enlightenment without ever realizing my birth right path of the WOUNDED HEALER.  I simply just cant make this shit up. Peace Love Faith Hope <3 <3 <3