I’ve started going through the natural “change” that woman in their late 40s early 50s begin to experience as I wipe the moisture from my brow while typing..Its the second time in the last few years my menstrual cycle has disappeared (4 months now) out of no where, this time adding in the annoying random hot flashes that periodically surge through my body all hours of the day, everyday..id like to think my body is preparing me for GODDESSHOOD of the divine feminine..
I’m really trying to contain my grace in these moments as I rip my clothes off to beat the flash, breathing in imaginary polar vortex air to visually cool the internal inferno burn that my overall body is feeling in these intense moment..i suppose when I really begin to think about it, my body is doing its natural job by preparing me for this ancient rite of passage leading up to the remarkable evolutionary transitioning of higher femaleness..
Maybe there is something really incredible and beautiful hiding behind this massive heat index, somehow burning and boiling away my younger self for its making of an “elder”..My body is working like a self cleaning oven down to the atomic make up of my entire cellular body, destroying and regenerating for the resurrection of the super woman I am to become..i call upon my phoenix spirit animal guide once again for the guidance of the burn..
Society has manage to create a semi ugly stigma of this miraculously natural occurring transition in the female body making it appear to be less than because of what we appear to “LOOSE” instead of seeing what it is we have to GAIN..Ive decided to see this monumental transition as a ritualistic path to walk in preparation to the entrance of the next elevated stage my body is essentially ready to take that is more sensual than I had previously expected..
Honestly, I feel more alive and sexier than I ever felt before, not really giving a shit about anything that has no real meaning or value simply allowing me to just be me..I don’t care if I don’t look like im 20 in my beautiful 49 year old body, loving my skin just as it is without the need to compete with the female population (they got nothing on me)..Im not compelled to try and freeze time by using and putting poison in my body to somehow sustain my age that eventually will catch up and kick you in the ass even more..NO THANK YOU..
I feel FREE in this divine and unique moment of womanhood, wild almost in its most innate and sometimes crazy energy..There is a fierceness that comes over me when I think of how my body is changing tremendously inside on a biological level as I try to harness a warrior mentality to sustain the ride..I think its important to supplement yourself with self care remedies and I personally seek out alternative therapies to help regulate, support and that nourish me during this time..
I go to an acupuncturist, a healer, and work with the crystal and mineral kingdom along with eating pretty clean and healthy to help aid in the overall makeover..I try to work out 5 days a week, keeping my bones and muscles active, and have purposely kept alcohol out of my body for over 8 years now for healthy cellular regeneration..i gave up smoking 1 year ago, and continue to maintain and do what I need to do for my over well being and health..
There are so many things we can do this day and age to prevent and sustain our health during the aging process..You have more control over your mind body and spirit than you have been taught to believe, becoming more open to other possibilities in your personal and objective beliefs that allow for you to possibly see outside the once dreaded menopausal box..peace love faith hope <3 <3 <3