I got married 8 years ago tomorrow, marking a personal historical victory of actual marital success surpassing both previous ones in love, happiness, value and time..any thing is possible when you follow your heart and lead the way with the purity of absolute love..
The previous unions ironically were approved and blessed by my former parents, while this one they went to epic lengths to criticized, scrutinized and diminish in hopes of failure..so maybe that was the secret ingredient to its longstanding longevity and success (lol)..
You see, I had done this twice before, failing to maintain a partnership of being happy and ended up leaving both marriages regardless of the aftermath and the effects that followed..my mother would tell me how im just not marriage material, that I should just focus on being a mom not ever understanding the ultimate beauty to which I exist..
This union however (which was unsupported by my entire family except for my 2 brothers) originally took place as a secret with just a few people knowing..we didn’t even tell the kids in the beginning (who were being brainwashed of horrible things about us a couple) which was more so my decision, truthfully for personal reasons..as a 41 year old woman I was afraid of the repercussion and how it will be retaliated with impact from the opposing opposition that was looking to take me down..
They punished me for my acts of misbehaving to their ideas by cultivating an ally closeness to my ex husband while smearing my name together in hopes of ruining my reputation with my own children..my beautiful god sent husband was the only one there who knew how to pick me back up off the floor and love me through the angered darkness I found myself in..
Eran was the one who empowered my warrior spirit with his love and gave me the tools to rebuild myself after every body else had emotionally demolished and shit all over me..it wasn’t easy and at times was the darkest place to love me in but somehow with the grace of our martial magic, we found our seeds to grow together and be each others moonlight..
This marriage was literality built on the strongest rawest foundation of pure love that no man made material can compete with..
Here we are, 8 years later and I have never been happier! who knew my search for love and happiness would have ultimately lead to the destruction and sacrifice of a family and the ultimate comeback resurrection of my self that finally led me to this..
I toast my husband ERAN who never gave up on me, our kids, and this marriage (when at time I wouldn’t have blamed him if he did)..I toast him because he is a righteous man with a golden heart who took on more than most could ever handle successfully and smiling and proud 8 years later!! our immediate family today is filled with endless love and strength, courage and bravery, understanding and wisdom, faith and compassion, happiness, trust and patience..
Some times the way of the path is with thorns and storms, making it close to impossible to navigate and believe in..it is here you will find your greatest glory and love that will ultimately become your power source of eternal light if your willed enough to see it through..this is the path of pure love and what true heart and soul really looks like..peace love faith hope <3 <3 <3