the ENERGY to heal..

What do you think prevents people from healing their inner being and doing the work to allow for a healthier, happier transformation of self? At what point do you think you yourself should be the blame for where you are at, for what you are currently doing and how it is effecting your over all care to the mind, body and spirit connection..

I wonder why people feel that they really don’t need to hold an admission of their own doing and participation in a situation that they find themselves in..how have we aloud ourselves to fall into this ideology of behavior that will later contaminate our entire system with emotions that will breed an army of cells to terrorize our system of self repeatedly causing disease.. 

Do you think people can make the connections and put together their aches and pains with the emotional affiliation of the relationships they have with themselves, people, places, things and environment? Most times, it is these things that are causing the greatest amount of damage to the core center of their inner earth, contaminating the entire foundation to which our cellular growth exists..

I understand that it seems easier to ignore, pretending actually than it would be to show up and do the work needed that demands effort and grit, like a lot of blood sweat and tears kind of grit..i think for some it makes more sense to medicate and become narcotically numb than it would be to get dirty and be honest if not truthful in taking a hard look around and owning their life as it is..

The tales and lies we tell ourselves and others seem to make every thing temporarily appear to look better until its mechanical system physically starts to fail you..its nearly impossible to be healthy in the space that is making you sick which is understandingly reasonable as to why your physical body begins to fail your over all sense of being..   

To be fair, what tools have we been given to examine ourselves in a way that gives us the ability and permission to really do this work..there is a stigma and shame about our emotional and mental health and there are so many people forced by emotional imprisonment to remain in their toxicity because they aren’t even aware of what balance and health look like from the other side.. 

What I have personally experienced from my own family trauma (believing for an entire life that was a kind of normal) is the healthier I evolved to become, the more I was resisted, ridiculed, gaslighted and punished from a contaminated and toxic place full of secrets, lies, guilt and shame..it was better for them to try to keep me contaminated then to know and see the truth..

It took me personally a lot of healing (which is ongoing) to understand that space and role..by choosing to love and honor myself more, I became the alienated child to a family that no longer could handle my healthy rebirth..I didn’t realize that by doing the work I would be sacrificing my entire foundation that I had once built my life upon and having to start over from scratch, which is scary and full of all the unknowns..

What I do know is that it is doable, once you let go of all the excuses and stigmas that are blinding you to remain frozen..find someone who’s courage, approach and fire you admire, who has actually walked the walk your walking and take notes..there are a lot of pop up people packaged as “healers and coaches” who are more contaminated and polluted then you who haven’t done the work themselves..so just be mindful and aware not to jump on a popular bandwagon for a quick fix..this takes year to heal!

Surround yourself with healthy love and nourishment even if it means changing your ENTIRE DIET (mind body spirit)because it is impossible to heal in the space that is making you sick, even if it is a table of one for a temporary moment..i think this is why nobody wants to do the work because being with yourself is the most difficult task at hand and you are your worst enemy and critic..

Healing is an energetic choice, having profound life changing consequences in your over all experience as a human being that will vibrate and permeate many magical forces when applied to your every day life..it is the only true gift one can give to them self because nobody, I mean NOBODY can do it for you! Peace love faith hope