ive been pretty occupied recently with some on line summit courses and doing my crystal thing while trying to find my footing on a path ive choosen to take..the thing about change is, that there are so many things to pay attention too that sometimes its extremely overwhelming and stimulating all at the same time while I continue to plant lots of seeds everywhere happily, watching to see where it will take me..
a couple of sundays ago I was featured at my husbands office for a spring event where I openly invited people into my personal sacred space, while having them participate in an experience with me and my crystals..i am aware that I am not for everyone, but i was touched and deeply humbled at the experience myself at how well received I was by the people who blindly came to see what I was all about..
what I have learned and discovered on my own journey is that the real true unscripted purely authentic art of healing is actually a gift we give to ourselves that nobody else can do for us..it requires of us to show up when need be in a sacred space that offers us a rite of passage to begin to peal back the layers while offering ourselves kindness, compassion and love while we go..most of us know the energy within our own tears, just many are to afraid to attach a sound to the droplets that fall making them become real..
I have spent the last few days unable to contain the tears in my own eyes (I went to my healer), due to the emotional energy that I continue to have to heal as I walk my path in life..i know first hand that it isn’t easy being who we are, and even harder sometimes when you are protecting or working tirelessly to cover an unspoken truth about something because I know that secrets contain a frequency that end up making us sick..
that day at the event, I have never seen so many people just surrender and allow themselves to be raw and open on the table as I gently took them on a journey deep into themselves using the crystals to guide, soften, relieve and comfort during the healing passage of self..hugs and tissues where handed out as each person left, leaving those observing on the outside all the more curios to come in..it was the most amazing experience to be apart of and I had lost all track of time and space during the 4 hours I gave to service..
we spend so much time, effort, and money on our external outlets, hoping and praying for something to allow us to feel better without having to actually do the inner “work” instead..people in general spend their currency on items that temporarily offers and gives a placebo relief to pain (emotional, mental and physical), leaving some at times feeling worse as the purchase begins to not live up to the desired expectation..
I heard a profound statement that sang a praise and was brilliantly put..”WHERE YOU SPEND YOUR MONEY IS A CONFIRMATION OF YOUR BELIEF SYSTEM”..you might wanna roll that around your mouth a moment before you swallow it down because for some it might feel like a razor blade going down..the true work of any kind of healer is not that of a rescuer who continues to nourish the portrayal of a victim, but that of someone who can hold space for you while helping and guiding you and your body to help heal yourself..peace love faith hope <3 <3 <3