just swan dive into the deep end..S P L A S H..

I think I could possibly be suffering from PTSD (JK) this morning..between the firing signals of what could be described as stress due to the extreme reality of paying higher taxes and the utter pure joy and extreme excitement of pulling the trigger this morning and enrolling in the fall hibiscus professional crystal healing course, I am a tad bit over stimulated to say the least..thank god for the GYM because I feel so much better balanced now..

you see, I have been waiting very patiently for this opportunity to become available in order to professionalize my crystal healing journey that I am currently embarking..so it seems from what I understand and discovered universally, is that there is never really a good enough time to spend your money when divine intervention is in order..I have already completed a basic crystal healing certification course just to get my feet wet so to speak, and was waiting for this moment to just swan dive into the deep end..S P L A S H..

i know I know, we all are subjected to the irony of giving back our huge chunk of income that would otherwise have a beautiful place in the back account, but for me personally it sucks bitter sweetly..just when we can feel the breath of our financial gloom finally shifting and lifting, we are forced momentarily backwards to reestablish grounds to our financial platform and I can tell you off hand personally that there is no such thing as middle class any more..its an urban legend actually leaving us feeling trapped in our 2 bedroom 2 bathroom apartment the size of a long box spinning wheels and moving no where..do you feel me!

you see, weve been living in this apartment for the last 7 years while I had to crawl back out of the hole I was finically left in when I got divorced the last time..i came into the apartment rubbing nickels together in hopes I would be able to financially survive struggling to stay afloat while keeping a roof over my kids head and food on the table with my manicuring wage and $200.00 a month child support that still remains as is..who knew my knight and shining armor would show up at the most inconvenient time (divine intervention) and begin to change the face of our future..if you don’t believe in magic, you should now!!!!

Eran alone has worked his ass off from the very bottom of the barrel..he went from being unable to work at all while establishing residency and his green card to having to go through the process and become accredited and board certified in all his modalities of acupuncture and healing bodywork..Eran started from the ground up with his first American job as a massage therapist for a cooperate store which paid minimal to the therapist, to being able to create STILLPOINT acupuncture & healing bodywork in west bloomfield michigan and establish a growing private practice that is thriving beautifully in the last couple of years..dreams do come true, I promise

so while we feel at times like we are rats on a wheel, powering along and getting no where, I have to believe in my heart and soul there is a higher frequency that we are privy too for all the surrounding happenings and interventions the universe gifts us with…that even though for the time being the light is on but not in the space we wish to occupy, our dreams and desires will continue to charge the power of our future diagram and lead us into our architectural construction that I now am becoming a player in..

so cheers to the taxes we pay, may we be blessed with courageous laughter while we write the check..cheers to the continuation of turning the wheel that is leading us closer to the oasis of our desired dreams..”IF YOU BUILD IT THEY WILL COME”..cheers to enrolling in the hibiscus professional crystal healing course and cheers to the best fucking husband, partner any woman could ask for..ERAN REZNIK I JUST LOVE YOU ❤ we are going to get there i promise!! PEACE LOVE FAITH HOPE