lately, I have spent a lot of time blogging some of my most personal endeavors as a way to release and heal the once lethal toxic secretive poison consumed within my heart, allowing the surrounding sickness of this truth a healthy outlet..maybe some people would disagree with my platform since it sheds some deep personal light on some heavy issues and problems that most people cant discuss which I can appreciate and agree to disagree..
i am fully aware, that by putting these blogs “out there” i am putting myself at potential risk of having a repercussion in unsolicited exposure which i welcome with love..i stand behind everything i have ever written proudly and confidently, and am very aware of the woman who felt compelled enough to “tattle on me” to my 15 year old daughter by showing her my blog and then telling her that im a LIAR with her own Pinocchio growing nose..
I am a truth teller and more power to my daughter who gets to read my remarkable shit..by giving her a piece of me in what you thought was a negative approach ended up being a dialog for me to be open with her about my blog she would otherwise not have had.. so for that alone I am humbly grateful..i hope both of my girls can ultimately learn and take away something great and beautifully authentic from here, being left in print from the depths of my words..i hope i am able to touch their heart and soul in a way that allows them to see me as a graceful flawed human being just like the rest of us and know in the threads of our connections we are more alike than different..
so for those of you who feel that what i am doing here is committing a huge no no,than try to stop yourself from reading any further my blog and nourish your inquiring minds else where..nobody is forcing this upon you, as inviting and alluring i am to read and i know you must have something much better to do with your time than continue to read here about me..
so for my daughters, i wish you a source of pure divine authentic love that derives and survives your own test of self love over time..i wish for you all the marvelous things that you desire and deserve and i wish for you the real deep harmonious happiness and peace that you cant buy and will get you through life when your being served choppy and chaotic times..i hope you continue search for your truth no matter the depths you must go, and become brave enough to blossom to your full bloom potential achieving all your own goals that you choose to set for yourself..
for all my readers that follow me and take the time to actually read what I write, I THANK YOU for the love and support..if i can touch one persons heart who feels entirely alone in this world than i have successfully managed to turn something so personally disturbing into something so universally positive..by me simply having the courage to cast my stone in the water giving off the profound effect that allows the emotional ocean in all of us the rippling effect of a purer authentic connection we all desire and need for our human experience ..peace love faith hope