life is funny some times, well most of the time if you have a grand sense of humor..it allows you to see things though a spectrum of joy instead of a negative stream of dull blinding light that only shows you the shadows of the situation instead of the whole grand vitality of your landscape..
life is ever changing and yet at the same time never really changing at all, leaving you the ability and opportunity to step back in to things that are exactly where you left them..which to me is absolutely totally crazy as if no time has gone by and the only thing that is different is YOU..
sometimes, when you return back to a place you once were, you can see the personal development and growth that occurred while you were gone, in your self and every one else around you..it gives you the perspective of how far you have come in your journey and where you are as a whole along with every one else around you..
every time I travel back to Israel, it allows me to rediscover the deep rooted love I have for this land in my every changing and growing spirit…it has never failed me this far every time I have left and said goodbye to every time I return to say hello, it is beautiful always the same..the only thing that may appear different are the people in the scenery of its life leaving me at times with different experiences that I have never minded and embraced creating more moments and memories..
what I have realized in my life and of course with age, is there are moments that you are given and opportunities to connect and how you decide to plug in is solely up to you..you can view everything as a conflict making your time here on earth a living hell, or you can view everything as a moving platform taking you to different venues all the time allowing your body the opportunity to discover the real inside your soul, giving way to a new era of life creating enjoyment and bliss based on the way your heart chooses to sing its songs..
I have watched first hand the destruction of the human spirit, by my own hand in the way my eyes used to see and witness my life..i was by choice a hanging victim using my path as an excuse to excuse me from the ability to really live this life with the center of love around my heart instead of the pain it had been saturated in..
it hurts me when I see people traveling the same path I once subscribed freely too because I have walked and lived with that depressing heavy burden not realizing that there is another possibility when you exchange your tools for more approperate ones, building and creating a better you..when you update and replace ideas that were destroying your ability to be happy, you slowly strip away the corrosion that once was a shield of protection uncovering a place that was untouched and ready to be nourished..
the environment might not ever change around you, leaving you the same exact things in its place, yet the growth in your evolution is what ultimately changes in the way you see and view things, leaving you to sit in an uncomfortable chair with leisure and inner peace..it gives you the opportunity to enjoy where you are despite the things that might once have shake your foundation with a cleanness and purity finding love in the corners you would have never have noticed..
so while the appearance of the rising and setting sun to some is always the same as that it comes up, and then goes down, it is the human heart and spirit that has the effect to alter and harmonize its view leaving others to see it with utter AWE and perfection..for this I am very grateful, being able to watch as an observer and witness life in its moments of miracles and flavors even if at times I am not always comfortable with participating but fully present in its ultimate magic..peace love faith hope