the thought of having to wake up tomorrow at the crisp time of 630 am is painful to my inner child

here it is, the last day of summer vacation we all have been dreading because we have been thoroughly enjoying the season of summer, well at least I have..i have been loathing this moment this past month, since I have truly have enjoyed  this summer with my teenage daughter and our family as a whole..

this summer in particular, I decided to take another day off work due to my daughters summer cheer clinic schedule for her high school team and her drivers training class..i cut my work week to Thursday Friday and Saturday so I could be home with my kid which was amazing..the perks of being self employed as a manicurist has given me many years of flexibility and balance that I am entirely grateful for..

I personally have had the pleasure of seeping in while having no where to be at the crack of dawn every day Sunday through wed for the last 2.5 months..the thought of having to wake up tomorrow at the crisp time of 630 am is painful to my inner child spirit that is rebelling this notion of reality having to put my mom badge back on for the school year ahead..sometimes this part of the job position just sucks because I love a good sleep in..

I hate change and often tend to get real anxious when things start to happen before my eyes, especially when I cant control or manipulate it to work in my favor..i watch both my kids growing up before me as time is speeding by taking us through seasons and years more quickly than I had ever imagined especially when they were younger when time seemed to move slower at least for me..

I watch in awe the leaves begin to change into colors I am super excited about seeing, and have loved the crispness to the air in the morning..i love the fact that the summer feeling is still alive with the warmth of the sun still shining brightly giving us a bit longer to enjoy its end to a most beautiful season before the transformation of fall comes into full effect..

I am not looking forward to dropping off my daughter to school tomorrow since I have enjoyed every moment with her, spending time hanging out and just being with saving grace is the up coming trip  we have planned that i am beginning to become more excited about where I get to see my older daughter who is off in Israel doing some incredible epic shit by serving her country of birth..i love being mother to these 2 very beautiful girls and sometimes time moves quicker that I am prepared for..

wishing everyone a most beautiful transition from one moment to the next,  from summer vacation back into their school routine, from one most incredible summer season to the cider mill donut Halloween time of fall…may every moment you continue to have and share be as beautiful and meaningful as the one you just finished..peace love faith hope



Published by MagicalMaven

I am over the age of 50, married and a mother to two daughters in their 20's. I am an adoptee, surviver of parental and martial narcissistic abuse, have been divorced twice and am now married over 10 years to my husband who I had a soulful connection with back when I was 21 years old. I am a double Certified Crystal Healer (hibiscus moon and Ashly leavy), a Reiki 3 Master, Tarot Reader and have been a working manicurist for the last 23 years..

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