The power of three and what it means when they come all together…especially after you had acupuncture healing and the work of the gym to center you.
It started with a tile shower problem the other day.. I was washing the wall while taking a shower when out of no where I fell into a hole that now exsists in my shower..stunned I looked around to see if anybody saw the stupid reaction to my naked surprise..thankfully my husband was at work and my daughter at cheer when I unintentionally broke threw the wall because of my super human powers.. Snort snort only luck have it the fucking drywall is rotted to threads.. What I really wanted to do after I collected my thoughts was to drop Kick the rest of the wall to see how many more I could get to collapse just how bad of a situation were talking about!
After calling the maintence at our apartment complex to report this mishap I had to start preparing to move our shower shit to the other bathroom that is like a fucking cave..I was told it would be a couple of days since we do have another bathroom to use..FML..and began to sink into the idea of change, Inconvince and finding the gift within this situation..
The next afternoon maintence came by to take a look at the situation and see how bad it is and what will need to be subcontracted and what they can do in terms of repair..ok I thought breathing deep, I have a bathroom to use and even tho the shower fells like it’s dark and clastiphobic I can replace the current shower curtain I had originally bought to hide the shower and get one that will actually brighten the experience and make it more enjoyable..
Yesterday I got home after having my acupuncture appointment after work and wasn’t quite prepared for what I saw when I happenen to see the guys just finishing up in our master bathroom.. What started out as 4 tiles now was half our shower ripped up and out with Some leaking drippy water pipe issues that who knows if they will ever quite fix..time will tell..
After they left I had a quick coffee while i tried to absorb the current state of affairs and then decided I needed to get the crazy out of my system along with and on top of the healing work my husband just did on me..feeling supercharged and vibrant I took a shower in the cave and noticed after that there was water all over this floor.. Double taking the fucking floor I thought to myself I wasn’t doing anything in the shower to get water all over the place so I courageously opened the door of the Vanity and about shit my self to see everything inside floating..
#2 in the wave of water damage issues I called the emergency maintence number in a panic and started to clean up and sort out another mess That I now had to deal with.. Within 3 minutes the guy came over who actually knew about the damage in our other bathroom and informed me that the faucet is cracked and that we cannot use the sinc in this bathroom at all.. He apologized a million times knowing what’s happening in our flat and assured me in the am he would fix it immediately..
Eran came home from work late and we had a laugh at how in real time I would have blown a gasket and would have taken Someone out for all this Inconvince but since I was zen and cool this situation simply came over and out without me totally loosing my shit..after having a quite and peaceful night I was now awaken by #3..
There is no discription of a night sweat that can totally give you the accuract sence if it’s full meaning..between the wet pillow followed by a drenched body mark on your sheet to the soaking wet duvet to your clothing being saturated and able to squeeze water out of to your hair being drenched wet is nothing to the actually feeling of it.. Waking up in the wee hours of the night feeling like I just got pushed into a pool is nothing short of a OMFG..not only am I freezing cold at this point but I clearly don’t even know or remember what fucking bathroom I can use since both have separate problems and I just want to go back to sleep..not wanting to wake up my sleeping husband I grabbed a towel a blanket a hoodie and sweatpants and prayed I would sleep the rest of the night without another round of this stupid bullshit of hormones and water issue our Kingdom is currently having..
Life is funny as I sit here at work thinking about what our home will look like when I get back..will the shower have a better look and a possible completion by Monday or will I come home to find out the whole bathroom needs to be gutted because band aids don’t really fix things.. Will the sinc in the other bathroom be done so I can shit and wash my hands at the same time or will there be another problem again where we are left using the kitchen sinc for everything..what I know is I’m calm, and in a mood of it is what it is and have already been tested beyond my mental anxiety and survived..
the relativity of 3 is something that randomly comes without any invitation or expectation..the silver lining is our shower was gross and now hopefully it will “look” fresh and new upon completion until the next set back.. The sinc in madis bathroom was calcified and gross since well water is sucky and hard in any material and will be sparkily And pretty! As for my hot flash last night night sweats I hopefully detoxified whatever it was that needed to be purged and removed from my body leaving me clean and pure!
Happy bathrooms to everyone! May your showers be beautiful and in proper working conditions.. Happy sincs and happy plumbing for all and may you always find the gift when life serves you a sentence in patience! Peace love faith hope