what’s behind the story of who you forgot you wanted to become long ago that keeps you dreaming of what it would have be like..what exactly was it that side tracked you so far away from the once exciting vision that you had and why haven’t you shipped it off to the deserted island of where forgotten dreams go too..
when I was a kid I used to dream of being in the FBI, until I realized that I don’t have a strong stomach and the sound of an actual gun going off makes me feel kinda scared.. in truth back in high school, I was told because im missing half of my index finger on my predominate hand that it could be a problem, so I let that dream fade away at the expense of what someone else thought of me..i also had a deep yearning desire to become educated in the parapsychology field, so much so that I started to take sociology, phycology, world religion, metaphysical courses on myth magic and folk religions at the local community college..it was the fact that I couldn’t get through the core classes I needed to move forward with that my counselor suggested this wouldn’t be the right path for someone like me, so I set that dream assail..
I don’t ever regret the path I took, or how completely far away I became from those dreams I had in my much younger years even though they would have been really cool to achieve..as I have aged and become more abundant in my skin and my being, I kept in touch with my childhood love for the metaphysical occult world and the philosophy circulating behind it, without having to go through school to receive a PHd in parapsychology..i found a way to take the things that inspire me to advance my love and passion creating an outlet that continues to serve nourishment to that childhood dream I found a way to honor in my own creative capacity..
sometimes we are naturally attracted to things that wont ever disappear from us, simply because by nature it is a sweet calling for us, even if others don’t agree, out their own dysfunction.. we are often given limitations not from our own shortcomings but from the lack of deficiency that others feel of their own self and desire to succeed in something that might take a lot of extra work because people are lazy..sometimes while life matures us, we become more confident and secure allowing us to get limitless within our mind about the next path we want to encounter, which is an incredible undertaking for our human spirit to expand and grow..
some of our greatest dreams are still awaiting our arrival as late as we are to them..there are things that happen around us trying to get our attention that will take us back to the place within our mind using our imagination to feed that fantasy..i don’t believe its not for nothing that things will keep knocking at your door waiting for you to open with a readiness..i know for me despite all the verbal road block that had occurred, there is a higher calling that leads me to that next door that I have begun to open slowly..so if by chance you have the universe magically dangling your dream before your eyes, stop blinking in confusion and grab ahold tight and enjoy the ride..peace love faith hope