I had waited for this reunion for what felt like a life time.. imagine if you will for a moment, walking into a massive open place, with hundreds of people watching you come out of doors that lead to the place were every body upon every body is waiting and looking for someone..imagine for a moment that your blinded by faces and people and your trying so hard to play down your excitement, while your also trying to locate your dream man your just traveled half way around the world for..
as my eyes were darting around the airport and my nerves where at an all time high, i was nervously watching the crowd for Eran..I was also at the same moment trying to keep my eyes on shezaf, who was looking for her aba..Basically it was Eran looking at me, I was looking at shezaf, shezaf was looking at her aba, and her aba was looking at Eran..! I can remember Eran running over the line your not supposed to cross behind the barricades and grabbing me in his arms tightly as I was taken aback by everything..my emotions were in my throat, the atmosphere was crazy, and just the whole situation as I breathed him in for the first time in this life was so much to take in..
i could feel him for the first time in my physical presence, his eyes burning his love throughout my body as the rest of the world disappeared..for that specific second in time, I felt so utterly loved in a way I cant even articulate nor begin to describe..its as if your soul is reattached with someone you have been missing your entire existence without truly knowing , and in a split second you are returned, put back together and a healing take place on so many levels because of it..as our lips collided and our bodies met, its as if the universe knew it had done its job in returning two souls to each other who are apart of the same soul magically..as I came back to reality, and said hello to my ex and goodbye to shezaf wishing them a great 10 days, I was whisked off to embark on a journey of discovery for this life time..
there are times when you must be willing to stand in your truth, no matter how hard it is to stand in that moment, even if you have to kneel down to better stabilize yourself just do it, be there for yourself, for the you that you owe it too..life is not forgiving of time, and has no loyalty to you and the journey that your on..while the rest of the world goes by, it is up to you and your decision alone as to how your going to create the life that you desire and want..i see so many people that have fear holding them back, afraid of what others think..im here to tell you for that moment, yes it is scary, and you have to grow thick skin, but in the end when all the dust has settled from your evolution of truth, you will be standing in your beautiful kingdom, having your beautiful life..take back your freedom, take back your power over your destined life, take back the courage and faith to become successful and concur your authentic beautiful dream self..
P.S to be continued